You Dont know me

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How I've been feeling about Daniel lately😂😂 nah I'm trifling, I've been mad at him😐 and tbh I don't know why I just have this anger towards him. I still Love him tho😬💙💨
Stole this from someone don't remember who but creds to you babygirl.
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Cheetoh P.O.V
I looked around as everyone stared at me. I turned my eyes towards Devin,Kevin and Daniel and to be honest I think that was the worst mistake I've done. Kevin looked hurt and Dev and Dani looked disappointed. they shook their heads in disappointment and turned around. I got out of the security grip and ran back stage momma Shana followed me "Gatiushka it's okay" momma Shana said wiping the tear that escaped my eyes. "I didn't want to do it but I had to" I said sobbing in her arms as she hugged me; her hugs were the best I didn't want to let go I felt safe in them like no one was gonna hurt me. I see her as a motherly figure, she's like a second mom "I know baby, it's not your fault" she said hugging me tighter than before "yes it is! If I was wasn't to be born I wouldn't have this condition and I wouldn't be in this situation" I yelled. I didn't want to be near anybody I started running out and I bumped into someone. I got up without even saying sorry I really wasn't in to mood cause I do have great manners but I really wasn't feeling it "I thought you was chill" Devin said standing up. 'Shit why do I always bump into him?' I thought to myself  "Fr I never thought you'd stoop down to their level. You said you was different. You lied. This is so low of you Gatiushka you prolly even lied about everything else we've talked about. Even our deep conversation when you made me feel type sad for you, did you lie about those things too? Did you lie about having an abusive boyfriend so that I can feel sad for you and hold you? You probably did" kevin said yelling at me. Damn he really shouldn't have done that I'm feeling type salt. Uh-oh here comes the petty "KEVIN YOU DON'T KNOW ME! IF YOU WANNA ASSUME SHIT GO AHEAD CAUSE THERES NO WAY IN HELL I CAN STOP YOU. BUT ITS REALLY LOW FOR YOU TO THINK THAT ABOUT ME. ONCE AGAIN I REAPEAT YOU DON'T KNOW ME! SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO" I said with no care nor tears. "AND AS FOR YOU DEVIN IM THE CHILLEST PERSON EVER. YOU EVEN SAID IT YOURSELF I CANT BELIEVE YOU GUYS" i took in a deep breath and let it out "you can't believe us? We can't believe you" Daniel said from behind. I looked down to the floor and and back up "loose my number don't try and contact me. You just lost a friend and a Diga" I said in a very low and calm voice and before they could even open their mouth I walked away not looking back. I walked to the hotel considering it was right around the corner and went up to the pent room and took a hot bath to relax myself. I can't believe they'd think I'd do this on purpose only if I knew how to control it I wouldn't be in this problem, no scratch that only if I wasn't to be born. At points like this I wish my mom would have aborted me. I started thinking about my mom God I miss her lemme call her
Momma bear🐻❤️: Hello
Me: Mami?
Momma bear🐻❤️: sí, how's your back doing baby?. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when the accident happened it's just I ha- (gco)
Me: I know Mami it's okay

It was like her third time explaining to me that she was in the hospital with my little brother that night cause he had twisted his ankle and needed a cast

Me: Mami?

I said with tears filling my eyes

Momma bear🐻❤️: what happened mama?
Me: I relapsed Mami and the boys saw everything and we got into a big argument and I told them I don't want to see them again and that they lost a diga and, and I'm just torn inside Mami I don't know what to do.
Momma bear🐻❤️: come home princesa, aquí en casa te vas calmando, y jaila te extraña tanto

Translation: come home princess, you'll calm down here at home and Jaila misses you so much

(Jaila is my doggy)

Me: Mami yo gaste mi dinero para este cuarto por una semana yo no me voy hasta sábado.

Translation: mom I spent my money for this room for a week, I'm not leaving till Saturday

Momma bear🐻❤️: okay baby but I got to go I'm about to drive see you soon baby call me tonight before you go to bed so I know you okay
Me: okay bye momma I love you

I finished the conversation with my mother and got out the bath. Im finna SHLEEEEP. I'm tired and highly stressed I laid in the bed I can't believe what happend today it happend all so fast I'm not a diga anymore and I'm broken about it, there's something about being a diga that breaks you when you try to leave its like they did brujería or something. But anyways it had to be done. I just wish I didn't love him.
Wait... Love?
Did I just say love?

Yes you did

I don't love him tho

Yes you do

No I don't. Love is overrated, its a fantasy.

It's a fantasy you're living

I argued with my mind, spirit, and heart. I know fosho I don't love him. Case rested.
Melanie's P.O.V
I feel bad for my baby sister, she doesn't deserve this. It's all my fault if it wasn't for me to loose my temper she wouldn't be in this mess. But then again it isn't because we all know she was eventually gonna pop off. I'm quite proud of her, she walked way from the girl with box braids, man isn't that girl lucky she wasn't Cheetohs target. The boys are mad at Cheetoh but of course for no apparent reason it's not her fault. 'you just lost a diga' damn I never thought she would go to that extant. I can't believe they can think of her in such a way I'm highly mad at the boys. Cheetoh left but I didn't stop her she would have popped off on me to. I knew she was going to the hotel so I didn't care. "How can't you think so low?" I said with attitude catching the boys off guard "she shouldn't have done what she did" Kevin said looking down to his microphone. "She didn't want to do it" I said raising my voice a little higher than it already was. Wait no it's not that she's didn't want to cause I know damn well she did want to "what I meant is she didn't mean to" I corrected myself the boys looked up at me confused "what are you talking about?" Daniel said confused like always "yeah, what do you mean she 'didn't mean to'? Is there something we don't know?" Kevin asked confused but concerned at the same time. Oh so now he wanna care? That fucking fuzz bag. Looks like she hasn't told them yet. "It's not my problem to tell" I said with my arms up surrendering.

I hit y'all with some Latin ishh😝 but here's a new chapter, I didn't check for spelling and I honestly don't care about punctuation😂

um comment who do you think Cheetoh is in love with? & Who do y'all ship her with?
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