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Chapter 29: Going To Law School

"Babii P.O.V": I'm literally tired of staying in Richemond and I'm tired of police brutality. I have a interview at three. Right now it's ten, Miracle and Keem are just now waking up. He fell asleep downstairs on the couch with her on his chest. He's cute as a father. I took a picture then sent it to his phone. Cute. I headed to kitchen and began cooking because I'm hungry and i know he gonna be hungry. Meanwhile, i heard a cry and looked over to the living room and saw Miracle waking up.

Babii: Babe i got her.
Keem: Nah nah finish cooking first ma.

Keem made a funny face and Miracle began laughing. I finished up the food and fixed the plates. I went ahead and made Miracle a bottle.

Babii: Babe your plate on the counter let me get her.
Keem: *hands Miracle to Babii* why you all dressed up?
Babii: Interview for school.
Keem: School?
Babii: college.
Keem: You leaving me and Miracle, I'm starting my two years at the community college then I gotta drive into the other city for the University.
Keem: when you was gonna talk to me about this?
Babii: when I get whether I'm accepted or not.
Keem: Hhm.

Keem started eating and i fed Miracle. She drunk her whole bottle and i burped her, and began eating my food. Thank god it was still hot.

Babii: You gonna be okay home alone with her?
Keem: Yeah.

I kissed Keem on the cheek. I have to go visit Brooke grave, I'll see you after the interview.

Keem: Babii.
Babii: wassup.
Keem: be careful.
Babii: I will.
Keem: *stands, grabs Babii, and kisses her* I love you and I need you to come back home.
Babii: Keem stop talking crazy. I love you too *kisses Keem*

I grabbed my bag and left out the house and headed towards the cemetery. As i'm driving the song, "T-shirt by Shontelle" began playing. I changed the station because Brooke hated that song. Then the song, "Right By My Side by Nicki Minaj ft Chris Brown". Bruh she loved this song. I began singing the song.

Babii: It all comes down to this
I miss your morning kiss
I won't lie, I'm feeling it
You don't know, I'm missing it
I'm so dumb, I must admit
It's too much to hold it in
I can't say no more than this
I just hope your heart hear me now
Gotta let you know how I'm feeling
You own my heart, he just renting
Don't turn away, pay attention
I'm pouring out my heart oh, boy

I-I, I'm not living life
I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side
Oooh-ohhh

I-I, I'm not living life
I'm not living right
I'm not living if you're not by my side
Oooh-ohhh

Let's meet at our favourite spot
You know the one, right around the block
From the nice place, that you love to shop
Can you get away?
Care to sit down? Let's talk it out
One on one, without a crowd
I wanna hold your hand
Make you laugh again, I need to be near you
Gotta let you know how I'm feeling
You own my heart, and she just renting
Don't turn away, pay attention
I'm pouring out my heart girl

I can't eat I-I-I-I
I can't sleep I-I-I
What I need I-I-I
Is you right by my side

I can't eat I-I-I-I
I can't sleep I-I-I-I
What I need I-I-I-I
Is you right by my side

It ain't your spit game, it's your dick game
That got me walking 'round ready to wear your big chain
I only argue wit' 'em when the Lakers on
Other than that I'm getting my Marc Jacob's on
When my pussy game so cold that he always seem to come back
Cause he know that it'd be a wrap
When I'm riding it from the back
Wait, oh, let me see your phone
Cause all them bitches is ratchet
And now let me get in my truck
Cause all them bitches'll catch it
Wait wait wait, damn there I go again
I be trippin', I be flippin, I be so belligerent
Man this shit that we be fighting over so irrelevant
I don't even remember though I was probably hella bent (Let's go)

At the end I laughed. why? Man it brought back so many memories. I even have a video of us singing it in the car. Then the radio, played the song, "Work by Rihanna ft Drake", came on and i changed the radio fast. Brooke hated this song cause it was over played. Then i thought about it and let me play YouTube atleast this one song before i get to the cemetery. I played the song, "That Should Be Me by Justin Bieber". This right here me and Brooke bonded over this song.

Babii: Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
Did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me

You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
To have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're takin' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know that

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know, should I fight for love or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
That should be me
That should be me giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me,
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me

I got to the cemetery and wiped my eyes. Got out the car and locked the door while i walked over to Brooke's headstone. I got there and she still had the flowers from the other day. I sat down one of Miracle teddy bears so that she knows that her child is happy. I then stayed and talked to her for a little. Last thing i said before i went back to the car was I LOVE YOU. I got in the car and headed to my college interview. As I'm driving the song, "Stay Ready by Jhene Aiko" began playing and i hummed along. I parked my car and headed into the front of the school. The interview lasted about an hour and guess what, I GOT ACCEPTED.