Heaven

Break

                                                         " Its getting bad again. And I dont know

                                                         what to do. Or where to go. Or who to tell.

                                                            Because no one really cares right?"

I roll my eyes at Chase and kiss his lips quickly before letting him drag me into the huge house. Its been a week since my slip up and things have been going calmly thankfully. I look up and stare at the house, you could hear the music a block down the street and when you first pull in you'll see foam come form one of the top bedroom windows while drunk teens scattered the lawn.

I honestly never understood how I found myself in these situations. I rip my gaze away from the ground and up to Chase. He smiles and kisses me before pulling away, "I'll get us drinks," He says.

I snort and kiss his cheek, "Not too much Mister," I whisper. He laughs lightly in my ear, causing a shiver to run down my spine.

My gaze drifts around the room and caught on a head of blue hair, my eyes widen slightly and I feel a grin take over my face as I approached the girl.

"Hey Blue," I say softly.

The girl turned around fast and her brown almost black eyes lit up and she squealed, "Baby!" She pulled me into a bine crushing hug which I returned.

She was that one person you needed in your life, she was my bestfriend, "So how've you been?" I ask and watch as she chugs her glass before grabbing two more and handing one to me.

I sip it and stare at her, "Just moved back in with my grandparents actually, and Silas still hates me," She says with a small giggle.

I snort, her and my brother were like cats and dogs. They cant stand each other, I was never able to get the reason.

An arm slings around my shoulders and I chug my drink before locking eyes with Chase, while grinning sheepishly.

"Who's this?" He asks, handing me a drink and frowning at the blue headed girl.

I smile, "Chase, this is Graylen. Graylen, this is Chase," I state and she shot me a knowing look.

Chase ended up disappearing and I ended up in the kitchen doing shots with Graylen, The music was loud and my blood was pumping. It felt like all the weight in the world was taken off my shoulders. I could breathe.

She was bouncing up and down when Asher walked in and grinned, "Ashy baby!" She screamed before jumping up and hugging him.

He chuckles and holds her up, Graylen also knew Veronica very well which is why she and my brother Asher had a wonderful relationship. Us three, me, Graylen and Veronica; we were like a trio.

"Nice to see you Spen," He says, using his own nickname for her. I smile at them two before making eye contact with Silas who snuck around behind everyone.

When he was looking at Graylen he almost looked pained and when he looked at me his eyes went cloudy.

I push through people and pull at Silas' sleeve, feeling like a small child, "What's-" He cut me off by shaking his head and laughing under his breath.

"It sucks when your hurt, that you have to be high or drunk, or on drugs, so you can get on a higher level then the rest of the world just to smile." He snaps before leaving me there dumbfounded.

I grab a cup out of the hand of a random guy who walked by and began chugging the bitter liquid, "You probably didn't want to do that," He stated.

I ignored him and stumbled up the stairs, I grin and feel my head spin, I think the drink might've been laced.