Let me now show you the horrors of my mind
It can't be put to words so easily
No muse would be pleased with the thoughts inside
She knows not to dance on such melody
The light and dark have become intertwined
The greyish evil lurks upon my soul
My sun-kissed skin has burned out all the light
I hide behind the shadows of a wall
A cold breeze hits me square in my weak chest
I cough the blood that tainted all my veins
No matter what I do, I'm second best
The victor holds me down with his gold reigns
The mud has become my new company
The dirt has covered all the sparks in me