Lost

Sick Love

Parker
I woke up and seen that Jesse was awake and watching TV.

"Morning babe."

I said as I kissed him on the cheek.

"Hi baby. How are you feeling?"

"Hurting a little, but I'm actually awake by choice for once."

I was glad to hear that he was up by choice and not by having to throw up. I wrapped my arm around his waist and pulled him closer to me and began kissing his neck.

"I'm glad you aren't up because of being sick baby."

I told him and continued kissing him.

"Hehe... Babe, what are you doing?"

"What do you mean?"

"Are you fucking horny or something? Not that I don't love this."

"Not 'horny' but I'm wanting attention from you. You're just so cute and kissable."

I told him. He really was just so fucking adorable and I just felt the need to kiss on him. We've both been sick as fuck and haven't been able to go on dates or anything.

"Aww, you're so fucking gay."

He said to me as he pulled my face closer for him to kiss me on the lips instead. We kissed passionately before our tongues entered each others mouths and explored. I hovered over Jesse as we were making out, then I realized that we don't want anyone to walk in on us making out.

"Babe wait, I'm gonna lock your door."

"Okay."

I got up and locked his door and went back over to Jesse and we kissed more.

"Mmm... I love you Parker..."

Jesse moaned a bit.

"I love you too Jesse."

I replied. I started kissing him down his body. His neck, chest, then when I got to his stomach, I kissed every scar that Isaac had left there from cutting.

"Wait, when did I get those scars?"

Jesse asked.

"Isaac self-harmed when he was here. How have you not noticed them?"

"I have no idea. I don't usually pay attention to cuts I have unless I remember getting them."

"Well, he fucked up your arm too. You had to get stitches in two of them."

I told him as I grabbed his arm and showed him. I kissed those cuts too, and I started crying a bit.

"Baby, what's wrong, is it your stomach again?"

I shook my head no.

"That dumbass tried to kill you. Isaac tried committing suicide and if he'd have succeeded, I wouldn't have you anymore! I almost lost you Jesse!"

I cried harder and wrapped my arms around him. Then, he pulled me closer to him as much as possible. I felt his tears landing on my shoulder.

"Parker, I will never leave you in any way. I swear to what ever fucking God you believe in, I will never fucking leave you! I love you so damn much. Like, you don't even know how much I fucking love you, Parker Zippel! I wanna fucking marry you!"

My eyes widened and I blushed hard. I cried even harder, but now it was joy crying. I was so in love with this dork and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. 15 years I've known him, and I've loved him ever since. Isaac tried to fuck that up in so many ways.