Hockey Imagines

62. William Nylander (Toronto Maple Leafs #29)

Hey all!! So this prompt is something along the lines of something that happened to me. And the passages she says at the beginning are something that was said to me. So the prompt is; your father thinks your a disgrace and practically disowned you.
So I hope you enjoy this really depressing imagine.
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"Honestly I'm ashamed that these are my kids. I see where I stand and I believe they need a lesson in respect.'
"Are you fucking kidding me?! I need a lesson in respect you need a lesson in not being a c*nt. Why would you say stuff like this?! You've gotta be kidding me!" Y/N runs her mouth off at her father.
"Well I feel like you don't respect me and you don't do anything to make an effort."
"Y/F/N I've been trying since since I was little to have a relationship with you. Are you serious right now?"
"Y/N... don't do this."
"Don't do what? You can dish it out but you can't handle it? Fucking please. I'm finished, you've made it clear you chose your wife and I've always known I couldn't compete that's fine. Goodbye." She hangs up before he can get any other words in edge wise. Y/N lifts her hand to see it shaking. She's livid, how dare someone who claims to love her turn this all around on her and her family.
"Y/N I'm back!" Will's voice booms through the apartment. She smiles trying to calm herself down enough to deal with her father.
"Hey babe." Will's standing by the door taking in his girlfriends state.
"What's wrong love?"
"Oh nothing. Why would you think something's wrong?"
"Because you have that crazy look in your eye that you only get when..." he stops and realizes what's happening. "Oh babe.." he sighs.
"He chose his wife over my brother and I, Will. He said that he will always choose her and that we are disrespectful and only come to him for money.. but you know what?! I'm fine, I'm 18 and I've been without him for thirteen years. I'm going to be okay and nothing matters anymore."
"It's okay to be upset love."
"Oh, I'm not mad Will. I am very happy actually, can't you tell?" Will eyes her wearily.
"Oh! You are, are you?"
"Yep, I am totally fine." Y/N's phone rings and she picks it up to see it's her brother on the phone.
"Hey, did you see Dad's post?" Y/B/N's voice rings through the speaker.
"Oh, did I ever? Who the fuck does he think he is?" She leaves Will standing in the living room and walks to the bedroom locking the door after her.
"National bank of dad? Is he being serious right now?"
"Unfortunately I think he is and that isn't fair to us what so ever. He doesn't know us anymore and I just can't believe he would do something like that, I finally see what you've been saying all of these years Y/N and I'm sorry I never believed you."
"Y/B/N, don't worry. I knew you would find out eventually, it was only a matter of time. I also knew that he would pick her over us, I've known that since I was little and she banned me from her house and dad just stood there. It was something I can never get out of my head, has mom seen this?"
"Oh yes she has and she is on the phone with him apparently, I'm on break right now at work."
"Oh yeah, I forgot that. Are you going to be okay? I can come in for a little bit and help you out."
"Actually would you? That would be amazing, please Y/N you have no idea how much that would help me out."
"I'll be there as soon as I can be Y/B/N."
"See you soon Y/N."
"Bye." She hangs up the phone and tugs on some nice clothes before fixing her hair and throwing it up before sliding her work hat on. "Will, I'll be back later. I'm going to help Y/B/N for a little at work and then I'll be home. He needs me," Will pulls her into his arms and kisses her forehead.
"Have you ever thought that maybe you need him too?"
"I'm fine William, I've gotta go. I'll see you later." She grabs her coat and her car keys before pulling on her black running shoes and heading out the door.

Once she was done with work she heads back home with her brother to see their mom.
"Hey kids, how was work?"
"Well good... besides wanting to kill Y/F/N for what he did to us... I am so sick and tired of him and his shit. Like we're humans and we have feelings. You can't just throw us to the curb whenever you feel is necessary that's not how this shit works." Y/N goes on a rampage visibly shaking in her spot.
"I'm sorry kids, he is the one missing out. Not you two, you both have so much love and people who love you, Y/N you have Will and Y/B/N you have H/G/N. You both don't need him and can do so many amazing things without him." Y/N and her brother look at each other in agreement.
"Y/N?!" Will's voice rings out into Y/N's childhood home.
"Shit, I forgot to see him as soon as I got home." She curses.
"Hey, why did you not answer your phone? I thought something had happened." Will says. Y/N turns to look at him and Will's eyes soften. She looks like she feels absolutely horrendous and it makes him want to wrap her up and cuddle her into him.
"I'm sorry Will, I just wanted to be with my family. My phone was off, I'm sorry."
"It's okay love, I'm just worried." He says and Y/N's mom points towards Y/N's bedroom.
"I'm fine. Nothing to be worried about." She sighs.
"Come with me." He tries pulling her away.
"Will, don't do that." Y/N tries to pull her arm away.
"Y/N please, you need to be with him. Just go up to your room and calm down." Y/B/N says and Y/N sighs allowing Will to bring her to her childhood room.
"Baby, talk to me. Please tell me what's wrong."
"I told you earlier that I was fine! Drop it!"
"You're not okay, open up to me please. I want to help in any way that I can."
"Will, do you know what it's like to have a parent practically disown you? No you don't and do you know what it's like to stay up at night to cry because you don't understand what you did to make your father hate you? No you don't because you come from a loving family. I would kill to have your family dynamic. A normal loving family who supports each other. I never got that full family feeling. I got what I got but always missed out. This hurts so much more than it should. He isn't an important part of my life and yet I'm letting him control me like this! Will I don't understand it!" Y/N cries her wall finally breaking down. Will is quick to hold her against his chest listening to her sobs.
"Shhhhh it's okay baby, it'll be alright. You know how I know?" He asks. She sniffles clutching his shirt.
"How?"
"Because you have a loving family who cares about you and an even bigger support system that your father could never amount to. You're not alone in this and why your dad doesn't want to be a part of your life is his issue. Not yours, you've done nothing wrong and we all know that."
"Y/B/N tried for so long pushing my father and I together and nothing. I feel I've failed him."
"You haven't failed him. He sees what your father is like and that it just wasn't worth it for you to have a relationship with him."
"Thank you for that, can we not talk and just cuddle. I don't want to think for a little bit." Will kisses the top of her head.
"Of course love, if you want to talk more just let me know." He moves them to her bed and cuddles her close. Y/N lays her head on his chest.