I love you //brolby

✖️twenty-two✖️

Colby's POV

I woke up tangled in Brennen's arms, I grabbed ahold of his arm and moved it off of me and wiggled the rest of the way out of his grip. I stood up making sure not to wake Brennen up, I walked to the bathroom bumping into a few walls here and there, I flipped the bathroom light on looking in the mirror to see maybe three or four hickeys all down my neck then I remembered what happened last night, I smiled to myself looking down at my toes, I turned the light off and walked back into the living-room to see Brennen had woken up but he was on his phone so he probably didn't see me standing there so I'm that time I took a second to admire him

His eyes
His lips
His hair
His arms
His abs
His whole fucking body was just so perfect.

I walked towards him sitting down on the floor in front of him "Brennnnnnennnnn" I whined poking his face, and he giggled "yeah, baby" he said putting his phone down "we have a little problem" I said staring at him and he looked confused "what's that?" He said confused, I pointed to the hickeys on my neck "why are they a problem" he said still confused "because how am I gonna cover them?!?" I said flailing my arms "you don't, people need to know who you belong too" he said, which made me blush "but-" I began but was cut off "but nothing you belong to me and I don't need other people hitting on you" he said making me blush a deeper red "okay.." I said slightly quiet "so what do you feel like doing" he said trying to start a conversation "uh I kind of want to go home so I can get the smell of sweat and almost-sex off me" I said laughing towards the end "makes sense, but wanna come over again later?" He asked raising a eyebrow "sure, sounds fun" I said standing up and grabbing my shirt off the floor putting it on lazily "alright where's my phone" I asked checking my pockets "over there" he said pointing to the end of couch and sure enough he was right, I grabbed it and put it in my pocket "alright I'll see you later" I said bending down and giving him a kiss "alright baby, love you" He said as I was walking towards the door " l-love you too" I said opening the door then shutting it.

I guess it's becoming easier to say I love you again but I still don't wanna fall to deep in love because I don't wanna get broken all over again.

Time skip

I pulled into our drive-way seeing everyone was home but they are all probably asleep saying that because it's only like 11 and that's still early to them.

I walked up to the door and opened it but too my surprise Elton and Corey were down-stairs usually they stay a sleep the longest "Ohh there you are, where did you go all night" Elton said with that stupid look on his face "n-no where" I stuttered, I usually stutter when I lie and I hate it so much " yeah then explain what's on your neck" Corey added, I completely forgot about those "wait didn't you say you were going to Brennens?" Elton said "u-um i-i" I began to say but was cut off by Elton yelling "OH MY GOD NO FUCKING WAY YALL FUCKED HUH?" He yelled like the 12 year old girl he is "OH MY GOD" Corey screamed along with Elton "ITS MY SEX LIFE NOT YOURS" I yell defending myself "SO YOU ADMIT IT" Elton yelled but I just rolled my eyes and went up-stairs, I opened my door expecting to see Nate but I didn't in fact my bed looked untouched, I pulled my phone out of my pocket and texted him

C: where are you?

I didn't expect a fast reply but he replied within seconds

N: I'm with Jake I forgot he moved here until he hit me up and so I've been hanging out with him, I think imma stay the night tho

He texted back, well put me at ease knowing whose he's with

C:alright that's fine, have fun

I threw my phone down walking to the bathroom and turning the water on and stripping to nothing, after the water was warm enough I got in, the warm water felt nice I ran my fingers through my Messy wet hair, I've always gone deep in thought when I'm in the shower and this was no different and Brennen was the thing I thought about

Of course last night was fun, amazing actually. I've never felt so comfortable with anyone, and it was the hardest thing to say no to him but my anxiety got the best of me I kind of regretted it after but it was nice just cuddling with him, I love being able to fall asleep in his arms it makes me feel so safe and happy like nothing matters other then us (once again I'm assuming I'm lonely af) sometimes I just wanna spend every second with him and others I wanna run anyway because he's being so annoying but I still love him very much.

I smiled at myself, I know I've probably been in the shower for awhile so I decided to actually start doing what normal people do in the shower.

I walked into my room with only a towel around my waist I look through my closet, I felt like looking good instead of a trash bag today so I put on black skinny jeans with no rips in them and a black over-sized hoodie after I was dressed I decided to just leave my hair alone, I walk back down-stairs to see everyone besides for Arron was down-stairs but that isn't a shock Arron is always in his room "hey guys" I said walking into the kitchen where they all were for some reason "hey" they said "oh Colby we have to film today we have to post tomorrow" sam said to me not looking up from his phone probably talking to kat "what do you wanna film" I asked him "truth or dare video" he said finally lookin up from his phone "alright sounds fun" I said happily although I don't know why because they always end bad for me "Colby what's on our ne- nevermind" sam said, turning his attention back to his phone, I sighed throwing my hood up so nobody else could see them but they all already know, I walked back into the tv room sitting down and grabbing my phone texting Brennen

C: I TOLD YOU I NEEDED TO COVER THESE HICKEYS EVERYONE IS GIVING ME SHIT FOR IT

B: yeah yeah well they will just have to get used to it being marked up all the time ;)

C: SHUT UP

I put my phone back in my pocket probably blushing a bit from what he said, I walked back into the kitchen because I wanted to film our sam and Colby video "C'mon Sam lets film" I said "now? But I'm talking to Katrina" he said and I rolled my eyes "well she can wait or we aren't posting a video this week cause I got shit to do" I said not caring what he thinks "fine, let's go" he said putting his phone In his pocket, we decided to do it in the backyard, after we set up the camera and everything we started the video.

I wAs glad the video was over because I had to eat a lot of things that aren't meant to be eaten and I was tired of it "alright it's your turn to edit" I said turning to sam and he sighed "fine" he said rolling his eyes, he's been acting like a dick a little bit lately but nothin I can do about it.

I decided to go back to Brennens like I said I would plus I have nothing better to do so I grabbed my keys and told everyone I was leaving.

I let myself in because he lets himself into my house all the time but I didn't see him anywhere which gave me small flashbacks but I didn't let myself think that way I walked towards his bedroom and heard something that I wasn't expecting "mm Colby" I heard him moan I opened his door a little bit and i stared at him for a minute, I bit my lip and decided to actually go in his room, I tapped him on the shoulder and he jumped like 5 feet in the air and turned around "c-colby" he said sounding kind of panicking "want some help"

Yeah yeah I left it on a cliffhanger kinda I don't feel like writing smut right now anyway have a nice night bitches