I love you //brolby

✖️Forty-four✖️

Colby's POV

when i woke up Brennen wasn't there, but that was the last of my concerns.
Because i was about to literally throw up any second.

I rushed to the bathroom and right as i got to the toilet it just happened, i fell back against the wall hugging my knees to my chest, i was sweating yet i was also very hot, my stomach hurt more than it ever has, my whole body was shaking violently.
Tears formed in my eyes, i've been sick before but never this sick and i was honestly scared.

Brennen's POV

When i opened the door to the apartment i immediately heard soft cries coming from the back of the house.
I dropped my keys rushing towards where the crying was coming from.

I looked into the bathroom to see Colby sitting there shaking, more pal than i've ever seen him.

I sat down next to him wrapping my arms around him
"Baby, what's wrong, are you okay?"
i said cupping his face with one hand and moving the hair out of his face with the other.
"i-i-i don't k-k-know i'm scared" he said as more tears escaped his eyes, my heart shattered seeing my little baby boy so sick
"It'll be okay, baby" I said picking him up bridal style caring him to our room laying him in our bed.
his shaking calmed a bit and the crying stopped but it still broke my heart seeing him like that.

"do you need anything?" i asked, he shrugged
"cuddles would be nice but i don't want to get you sick" He pouted
"i don't care if i get sick" i said crawling under the covers with him.
He put his head on my chest, i played with his hair that was really tangled but that's okay.
"hey.. listen sorry about Kyra.. looking back on it i was being a shit boyfriend" i confessed, he giggled a little bit
"you're not a shit boyfriend, babe. but thank you for apologizing" Colby sighed
"yeah, do you want me to go buy you medicine or anything?" i offered, he sighed and i could practically see him rolling his eyes
"your cuddles are enough" he said tracing circles on my stomach
"okay.."

After a bit of comfortable silence Colby gasped
"what's wrong?" i asked worriedly
"you don't think i'm pregnant?"
i sighed
"Colby... that's not possible"
He sighed like he was disappointed, but he doesn't want kids... i don't think
"are upset about that?"
"kind of.. for the future yaknow,,, when we do want kids.." He sighed, i do agree, i do want kids eventually. it'll suck that they aren't biologically ours.
"i mean you can fuck my sister, we look kind of alike" I shrugged.
"yeah but i'd rather fuck you" Colby said, i laughed sarcastically
"babe, you mean i fuck you?" i asked, he pretending to growl
like a child which i found adorable
"you could Bottom OnCe" he said dramatically, " we both know you don't even have an interest in topping" i chuckled, he sighed
"yeah but i'm just trying to win this argument" i laughed at how cute he was.
Even sick he's still so perfect.
Everything about him just is so amazing.
everyday i fall more in-love with him if possible, i don't have any doubts he feels any different.
It kills me knowing how much i've hurt him, he deserves the entire world, i'm really trying to give him everything, but sometimes i feel like i could do more, that it's not enough.
he is everything i have ever wanted.
and i'm not ever gonna lose him. imma make sure of it.

Colby's POV

i stared at him trying to figure out what he was thinking about, he seemed so deep in his thoughts, i didn't want to mess that up but i really had to cough.
i tried to clear my throat quietly hoping that wouldn't mess it up but it did sadly
"you okay?" he asked rubbing my back softly, i loved how much he cared but it was getting just a lil bit annoying.
"yeah.. i actually feel a little better"
"well you're still gonna rest" he said, i knew i wasn't gonna get any other answer from him so i might as well give up
"when i am better.. we should film something really fun! all of our other videos are just... boring i think" He smiled raising his eyebrows
"we could make a sex tape that'd be fun"
i sighed dramatically, and disappointed
"Bren, i would love to do that but uh i think my channel would get deleted...,,, i was thinking something like having a bunch of our friends just do something... i dunno"
he chuckled but nodded
"sounds fun"
we stared at each other for a bit because we had nothing to really say, but i didn't mind.

i yawned letting my head fall back on his chest
"i'm sleepy, daddy" i giggled, i just wanted to see what he would do if i called him daddy in a completely non-sexual way, and it can't go sexual because i'm sick
"alright baby, wanna take a nap together?" He said sweetly, i nodded tiredly.

"i love you baby boy"
"i love you too daddy"

Calling him daddy i'm a non-sexual way felt right in the weirdest way, i didn't understand it.
the way he treated me sweeter, more...childish? i don't know.
it just made me feel at home, comfortable... it's just weird.
but i'll deal with it another time.

i've got nothing to say bye