A/n: Hey! I have another imagine ready, but I wanted to quickly make something based of of In My Blood. It's soooo good and so is Lost in Japan! Imb is just so relatable for me and it is honestly already having an affect on me. The lyrics and vocals...I can't. I hope this is good even tho it's short!<3
*Shawn's POV*
The bathroom floor was cold beneath me. My head was resting against the wall and I was staring at the ceiling. My chest felt tight and my breathing was heavy.
What is happening to me? I thought. I had never felt that bad before, that anxious. I felt trapped. Surrounded by all of my emotions and the walls of the room. It felt like they were caving in, making the room feel smaller and smaller, but they couldn't really be, could they?
"What's happening?" I whimpered quietly. My heart was beating out of my chest, I swear I could almost hear it. I can't breathe, I can't breathe, my mind repeated over and over. "Somebody help me," I whispered, my hands covering my face, "Can anybody help me? Please..."
A noise made my eyes snap open. "Shawn?" I heard Y/n's voice call, "Where are you?" I heard her footsteps as she got closer. She eventually walked past my bedroom and into the bathroom where I was.
She must have noticed how terrible I looked. "Shawn, what are you doing down here?" she asked, kneeling next to me.
"Y/n, I don't know what is going on with me," I admitted, "I feel so stressed and anxious that it's almost making me sick to my stomach. It feels like I'm crawling in my skin..."
Y/n reached for my trembling hand. "You're okay," she comforted, "I think you're just having anxiety, love. It's bound to happen with your career."
"I feel so bad though," I told.
"Maybe you should take a break from working," she suggested.
I shook my head, "No. I might feel like giving up, but I can't."
"Why not?" Y/n questioned.
Remembering it and forgetting everything else, I felt myself calm down with a deep breath. "Because," I almost smiled, "It isn't in my blood."
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Shawn Mendes Imagines
FanfictionIf you want to read lots of sweet, cute, sad and funny imagines about my favorite person in the universe, Shawn Mendes, then this is the book for you. Go ahead and check these imagines out. Even if this doesn't get a crazy amount of reads, it will a...
