you don't remember, do you?

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when was the last time your thoughts were your own?
when was the last time you loved your body?
when was the last time you thought you were gorgeous at every angle?
when was the last time your body was in your control?
when was the last time you weren't seeing things that weren't there?
when was the last time you loved someone?
when was the last time you felt something?
when was the last time you truly dreamed?
when was the last time you slept?
when was the last time you didn't hate your life?
when was the last time you didn't wish things were different?
when was the last time you were happy?
when was the last time there was hope in your eyes?
when was the last time there was light in your heart?

you don't remember, do you?
who took those things away from you?
who stripped you of your light and hope,
who tore you apart from every bit of happiness you had left?
who did that to you?
no, wait, sorry.
i'll rephrase that for you.
how many people did that to you?

you don't remember, do you?

no, it's not that.
it's just that you've lost count.

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