i wonder what would happen
if i typed your number into the keypads
i wonder what would happen
if i pressed the image of that green cell phone
i wonder what would happen if it rang and rang i wonder if you would pick up i wonder if you would hesitate before declining i wonder if you would let it ring i wonder if you would press the shut off button to silence the ringing but not decline the call i wonder what on earth i would do if you answered and your sweet honey voice was on the other end i wonder if i would cry or choke on the words i want to spill out off my tongue i wonder if you would listen i wonder if you would tell me to leave you alone and fuck off i wonder if you would say i don't have the right i wonder if you believe me to be from the gutter but if i am let's fall into this mud puddle and pile of leaves together because i can't promise you happiness i can't promise you a forever after i can't promise you life will turn out perfect i can't say what the terrifying looming darkness of the future holds but the one thing i can promise is that i have loved you and i do love you and i will love you i can't promise you happiness because i am not that i'm not going to play a fuckboy and say i can promise you happiness im not going to play the dark side and tell you i can give you your deepest desires i can't promise you anything because nothing is set in stone so let's write it in the stars
