she laughed
and for a moment
i could've sworn
it sounded like crying
she smiled
and for a moment
i could've sworn
it didn't reach her eyes
she danced
and for a moment
i could've sworn
a shadow passed over her
she breathed
and for a moment
i could've sworn
she choked
she said she was okay
and for a moment
i could've sworn
she didn't believe it herself
she acted like she was happy
she spoke like she was happy
she looked like she was happy
but the clues are hidden within those cries
the way it didn't reach her eyes
whore, slut, bitch, hoe
she laughed and for a moment
i could've sworn
that the glass
was melting
she laughed
and i swear
it sounded like crying
she broke
and i could've sworn
she laughed
she bled and she laughed
she choked and she laughed
she cried and she laughed
she laughed and she choked
she laughed
she took her last breath
and laughed
the blade plunged into her side
and i could've sworn
she laughed
this isn't about me
