Do You Trust Me? (setosolace fanfic Pt1)

Bending Reality

~Seto's POV~
(It's pretty much what he's thinking. If you're not interested then you can skip it. It's still past tense, for those of you who might get confused)

It's coming I know it is.
I won't be able to see Brice's perfect smile.
Feel his warmth.
I'll just be able to watch him cry and move on.
He can't die by my side.
The path of a wizard is long or short.
Hard or easy.
But all have one in common.
They're all lonely.

I'm a useless wizard.
I can't control my power
I can't fight back.
Brice deserves better than me.
But even if he moves ever moves on.
I'll still follow him.
Support him.
Love him.

I'm nothing but a monster right?
In Brice's eyes and in everyone else's.

My father always told me to be strong and face my fears.
He didn't know my fears were someone much closer to me.
Ci, I'm concerned for my older brother.
I'm scared I'll hurt anyone else.

"Seto? Are you alright?" I heard Ci whisper.
It was the middle of the night and I've been in the kitchen pacing around for hours now.

"Ci, I don't want to hurt you." I mumble.

"The only way you'd ever hurt me is to hurt yourself."
Ci is too wise.
He always knows what to say.

"The only way for me to hurt myself is for you to get hurt." I said sternly.

"Oh. So you want me to leave?" Ci said, looking down at the floor.

"Yes." I said trying to hold back tears.
With out a word Ci nods and turns to walk away.

"Seto you know I'd do anything for you," he starts not looking at me, "but I'm not leaving."
With apt hat he walked away, leaving me to think.
I had a feeling I was being watched. I started to get paranoid. 'Its nothing Seto stay calm.'
I started to sweat and my heart started beating faster and faster.
'Its coming I know it is. I can't let Brice know. It would be like ripping out his heart!'
I tried to stay calm.

(Sorry it's boring Im like ya so. Ya. There ya go.)