The Hook Up

Sad

It's been a week

Without him

I hate myself for telling him to leave me alone, I didn't know I'd be this depressed

I ended up canceling the tutoring with jay and just rescheduled with Jason some other time.

Besides I was too mad to be doing math that night.

Hunter just stares at me in science and when we have to do labs I just quietly mumble to him and he does the same but mostly awkward staring

Can I rip his eyes out the socket?

He always looks apologetic or like he wants to touch me, but I want him to touch me badly.

When He comes to the locker I immediately leave embarrassed of myself. Trying never to be alone with him at my very best.

He always text me but just saying my name, and sorry

The amount of fucking restraint I have to use to not answer them, I literally had to block him.
He hates me now

And I can't do nothing about it

It's finally the weekend and I've never been so unoccupied ever.

Jay has some type of surfing competition, Jason's hanging out with his girlfriend and journeys hangout with fuckboy Chris brown look alike.

And I'm officially marrying my bed and chuck bass my husband of the century.

Even though him and Blair are my everything, I want him or Nate.

Wait no Nate is a little too messy for my liking

But so is hunter and I'm head over heels for him.

If I told him not to talk to me but I started talking to him just to end all of this is that weird?

Maybe something to do with pride

I see him, he's talking to his friends at our locker and I don't know if I should turn around or just get my things and leave.

He notices me staring and his eyes just fell with hurt and sadness and I can tell he's going through the same thing as me.

I quickly bolt the other way trying to avoid all contact with him at all cost, I hide behind a small wall and start huffing from my speed walking adventures

"Why are you avoiding me?" Hunters beautiful face appears in front of me.

He's not mad nor happy, he's blank but my stomach does a huge flip at the sight of his beautiful tan skin

He's beautiful, I missed you

"Sorry I have to go" I say quickly tying to move past him, but it doesn't work.

He cages me in with his hands and stares at me longingly, like I was the only girl in the world

Cliche, but at that moment under his glaze that's how I felt

A tear falls from my eyes, I'm pretty sure I'm crying from how I miss him so much

His hands quickly come up to cheek and wipe it off "fuck," he whispers quietly his eyes scanning my face "baby, don't cry"

Baby! Did he just? He always says babe but just the thought of him referring to me as baby had me doing back flips in my head currently

"I miss you," I blurt out accidental, but in this case my words weren't lies and I was happy I told him

His ocean blue eyes twinkled and he smiled just a bit "I thought you wanted me to never talk to you again" he laughed

Yay, my hunters back
"It was In the heat of the moment, ok? Besides I was lying" I almost whisper looking down

My eyes find my way to his as he grabs my hands and pins them to my side, I let out a small gasp

"Alexis you don't know how fucking much I missed you, your scent" he moved in closer "your body" and moved in more "your lips"

At that moment I thought we were going to kiss but to my dismay we were interrupted

"What is going on here?"