The Hook Up

Square one

Chapter eighteen

Hunter turns around to see who the booming voice has come from and no other than principle Alavarrez himself

"Please, no groping in my hallways. Schools over go home" he looks at me and hunter in disgust and begins walking off

We sit in an awkward silence for a few seconds and then burst out in full laughter

"Well that's just embarrassing" I say in between laughs.

Hunter laughs and then stops. His hand finds its way to the side of my face as he pushes a piece of hair behind my ear.

My eyes are watching him intently, so much pain but so much love. I think I really love him. But this is just a phase. We have sex, and it's fun and all but I don't really think we could be something. Besides I'm a nerd, he's the hottest, baddest guy in school

I take my bottom lip into my mouth and look down as we awkwardly sit there in quiet

He takes his hand and tilts my chin up to face him, his eyes tell it all

"You make me so fucking insane" he says roughly, well his eyes didn't tell me that.

"I- how?" I stammer nervously as his eyes focus on my lips, I quickly bite my lip just to spite him

I want him to run his finger on my bottom lip, I want him to tell me I'm his, I want him in a thousand ways, I want him to love me like I love him

"You. You just don't get it, I'm crazy.. crazy for you. I'm greedy. Crazy and greedy really aren't a good combination, babe. I want you all too myself, your mine and we discussed this" he says still looking at me not breaking eye contact to even blink

I quickly blink and shake my head. No, he needs help as in anger issues. How can we be each others if we don't even know if we're dating, how can we be each others if we don't even have trust

"You don't do labels, you don't even trust me to hangout with another guy and keep it purely normal. You could be crazy, insane for all I care hunter, but I'm not yours. I can't be" I say backing up a little

"We were good literally five minutes ago, what the fuck do we need a label for? And basically Jays face just makes me mad in general" he says waving his hands frantically in the air

"If you want me, you have to ask me hunter." I tell him crossing my arms, starting to feel a little chilly in this damn hallway

"Ask? Alexis you're fucking mine. End of discussion. Come on I'll bring you home" he says patting my back slightly.

"Excuse me?" I say out of utter disbelief

Who does he really think he is? Claiming me as if I'm some type of 'his property'. If he ask I will gladly be his but right now I don't think I want too

"Alexis, we fought enough over in the last month okay? I just want my girl back. I want us to be good and happy can we please just go back to normal?" He says stopping midway in his walk

"What's your definition of happy hunter? Because having sex with you is fun but I want a relationship, I want to hold hands, take walks, see a movie go on dates but you seem too embarrassed of me o.." I'm stopped midway in rant as hunter angrily walks towards me pushing me onto the wall

"What? You think I'm embarrassed of you? Alexis, I am fucking in love with you. I'm not used to labels and this shit that I feel for you okay? I don't know how a relationship works or how to take you out. But all I know every since I payed my eyes on you there's been this mental attraction to you that I can't over" he says his chest heaving up and down rapidly

"Y..You love me?" I ask out of shock

He loves me. God. My hearts clenching in my chest and I just want to jump into his arms and tell him I'll be his. But my stubborn ass wants to hear him ask

"Of course I love you" he whispers as he moves in closer to me on the wall

"Ask me, hunter. Please?" I beg him as he rubs his hand on my cheek softly

"Lex, I just told you I love you what else is there?!" He screeches back up slamming his hands on the lockers beside us

"I just.." I plead before getting interrupted

"You know what! I'm trying, really hard right now. I don't know if you're trying to play hard to get or something but find me when your done playing these games"

And with that we're back to square one

He walks away and I slap myself for not doing what I should've.

Or saying what I should've

He's mine and I know it. So why do I want him to ask?