Flutter by.

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After our family meeting ....it was very quite ........and tense. Liam and ian wouldnt talk to chess , chess eventually got up and said goodnight. It was quite early ....but he said he needed time alone.

I sighed and layed my head on liams chest. He sighed aswell and drapped his arms on me. I traced his tattoos as we were covered with heavy silence. Ian cleared his throat and stood up.

He turned to me and crouched to my eye level.

" sang......we lo-....we want whats best for you okay , even if chess has choosen a shitty way of going about it ....we still want you in our family okay , we need you far too much to ever let you go. Its almost a month that youve been with us , we bless every day we have with you. You being gone will really take its toll on us. " ian said and brought tears to my eyes. I thanked him and hugged him.i never thought id hear this from some one....ever in my life. I smiled huged and kissed him on the forehead...................oh no. I blushed brightly and lowered my head. Why did i do that.

I heard silence and that fueled my embarassment even more. I heard their chuckle and slightly realaxed. I felt gruff gentle hands lift my face up. I looked into his beautiful hazel eyes as he gave me one of his signature crooked smiles. I giggled and he attacked my face with kisses. I giggled and tried to push him away. Liam chuckled then used his huge foot to push ian away. I chuckled as he tumbled back on the fur rug they had. He rested his head on the floor and sighed. He raised his head with his goofy grin and hooted.

" cant wait till you get back sang.-" he said but liam cut him off.

"Whose the horny dog now?" He laughed and i blushed. Horny.

They laughed and ian layed back down on the floor. Chip came around and sat on his face and i had a fit of laughter.

" liam! Get you beast of a dog off me! Fuck! He has his balls deep in my nose! God was that disgusting. " he said and i was gasping with air how funny that was. Chip turned to us and i giggled. It looked like he knew what he was doing. Liam was laughing hysterically.

" im going.....to miss you guys." I said and liam howled happily and hugged me. I giggled and hugged him back. Wednesday im leaving. Right? Yeah. I sighed and rested my head on liams chest. I was tired. I had to leave this house for a month. A months a long time.

I slowly closed my eyes and lulled myself to sleep. Tomorrow i will spend all day with them. I smiled. They werenet going to school , they werent doing their job. I giggled. They were instead going to spend the day with me!It brought warm feelings in my stomach and my heart. I was very happy.

My heart was a pile of mush when it came to them. Was it even normal to like three guys? Probably not but i couldnt help it. They were all perfect in their own way.

Ian. As gruff and bad tempered as he is is , he's really gentle and considerate. Hes very tough , out of all the boys i feel like hes been hurt the most.something in the way he carries himself gives me that. Like hes created this hard shell and outer apperance to protect himself of something. Of what i dont know?.....I can tell his emotions but somehow the guys dont , hes very emotional driven with what ever hes doing.hes always determined too. I smiled. All these little things are what makes me love him .......god i said love.....but...its true ....im describing this as love!

Liam. Liams a surprisingly very serious and mature. Hes calm and collected , yet he loves playing around with us. I always notice the diffrence of character when hes with us and when hes with other people. I still havent found out what language is his native tongue , i would really like to learn it , i smiled , i could surprise him with it.liams a really good guy. Hes disregarded as the dumb one or just the muscle of the group but hes really smart and quick. He helped me with my math homework and i was surprised at how easy it was for him.hes very caring and considerate.i smiled , they all were . One thing that seperated liam from the rest was that he was patient , thoughtful and observant.