The Regret(Editing)

Uncertainty

"What are you doing here and how did you find me!?" I said in a slight panic covering my mouth, trying not to scream from shock.

He stands there with an apologetic look "When you left the party you had dropped a paper that had your address on it. So I picked it up, read it and googled it. That's how I found you"

"Please just go back!" I pleaded. As I was about to close the door on him but he quickly puts his hand on the door to prevent it from closing.

"I tried calling you but you're phone was off. I came all this way because I was worried about you and wanted to make sure you were safe!" His voice raises.

"Taehyung, you're still on tour and you took a 20 hour flight just to come and see me?" Shaking my head in disapproval "You shouldn't have done that."

"We're on a month and a half break right now so it's ok" Taking off his hat, brushing his now ruffled up hair. His hair falls to his exposed forehead "There's something I need to talk to you about...May I come in?"

My nerves were starting to calm down a little and I let him in. He walks in, looking around the small apartment I was in, and takes a seat on the couch.

"Make yourself at home" I quickly took a quick scan at the robe that still hung on my body and took a step back towards the stairs. "Sorry. I just got out of the shower when you rang. Excuse me while I go get changed" I say tying the robe tighter.

"Sorry for the sudden intrusion. Go ahead I'll wait" Tae smiles and I run up to the room to get dressed.  After a few minutes I come back downstairs, wearing dark blue jeans and a plain white t shirt instead of my pajamas, with  my hair still partially damp. Tae turns around from the couch and smiles as I walk to the couch and sit next to him.

"How have you been noona? How are you holding up?"

I let out a sigh "It's been really difficult that's all I can say. I got a job at a music company in LA but I miss Big Hit" I chuckle slightly.

"We miss you. I know it's been really hard for you. I don't like seeing you so down." He says while turning his body towards mine.

"I miss living with you and the boys...I can't believe this. I hope in my heart that this is all a bad dream" I saying laying back on the couch, my face facing towards the ceiling.

"Well that's something I wanted to talk to you about noona." He takes out his phone and searches for something. He later finds what he is looking for and hands it to me to look at it.

"He signed it....I'm so sorry noona" he says regrettably

Tears start to flow out of my eyes and the pain in my heart comes back. The stinging sensation was becoming unbearable "I knew it...I knew he signed it...I guess it's really over for us" I lean forward and rest my head on my knees, my body shook with with every gasping breathe. I felt Tae's hand caress my back telling me that everything will be alright. I still didn't want to believe it but the reality was that it did happen.

"He seems a bit happier with Alex now. I tried talking some senses into him but he wouldn't listen."

"Why couldn't he just tell me the truth instead of acting it out aggressively? Why did he have to go to Namjoon to tell him about it? I mean I forgave Namjoon but I still don't know why he had to lie to me?" I say with my head still resting on my knees. "Does PD know you're in LA?" I lift my head up wiping away my tears.

He sits up straight on the chair and scratches the back of his head "No, they don't know I'm here."

"Are you serious!? Are you crazy!?" I grab a pillow and hit him on the head a few times. "You realize PD will get upset with you if he finds out you're in America by yourself! I'm surprised none of the paparazzi's recognize you."