Two months without Tae felt like hell. It felt weird being alone again. My new job was going well and everyone pretty much treated me like family. It was something I longed and wished for and I finally got it. We'd hangout and have lunch with each other, go bowling, and karaoke. But there was something in me that absolutely didn't feel right. Like something was missing. Was it Jin's dad jokes that I missed? Jimin whining about his small hands? Yoongi's sarcasm? Namjoon's brotherly affection? Jungkook's blushing face every time I call him oppa, even though I was older than him? Was my heart still yearning for Hobi? That can't be. Hobi doesn't love me anymore so why should I still worry about whether he loves me or not? Whatever it is, I wanted it to stop so I can stop dwelling on it.
I was in the office with my manager going over some of the albums that were being shipped to us for pre orders.
"When are we expected to get the albums?" I ask going over the itinerary with my manager
"Somewhere next week. Also we have another pre order for BTS's new album that's due in the next two months. They're having a tour in the US and they're coming to Los Angeles" My manager says, handing me another paper.
"Huh? Really?" I say choking
"Yeah. Haven't you been keeping up on Twitter?"
"No...I've been avoiding social media the plague" I say slouching down on the chair.
"Well it's healthy. Seeing that you're still coping with the divorce...But at least you have someone who values you" Amy says, turning around to face me.
"Yeah..I do..but it feels like there's still something wrong. Like an itch you can't scratch."
"Maybe it's a sign. Maybe something will work out. You never know" She shrugs, pilling up the paper work and putting them in a box.
"I don't know. Maybe I'm just overthinking things." I get up from the chair and start picking up another box.
Amy picks up the box with a low grunt and peeks at me "It could be your heart. It's probably telling you something. Only you can see" She says carrying the box to the door as I follow behind her.
After putting the boxes in the storage room we walk out and head to the lounge, downstairs.
"Want to go to Paris Baguette at the plaza? I hear they have pretty good sandwiches" She suggest
"Uhh..yeah..sure...let me go get my stuff first" I say, running to the room next door to open my locker. I grab my purse but something falls out of my bag. I grab it but suddenly take a good look at it. It was a little picture of Hobi and I sharing a milk tea at Paris Baguette.
I'm taken back into another memory of Hobi and I on our first date in Paris Baguette. Hobi was sitting at the cafe waiting for me. I came in, wearing a yellow poko dot dress with a white bow on the top of my head, with black shoes. He got up from his seat, approaching me slowly, eyeing me from head to toe. I blush even more and cover my face from embarrassment.
"Wow! You look beautiful! I'm sorry, I can't stop looking" He says, still staring deeply at me.
"Gwecnchana. Thank you. I hope it's not too much" I say, putting a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"No! No! You look perfect!" He waves his hand in protest "Here let me get your chair out for you" he says pulling the seat out.
"Thank you Hoseok" I say taking my seat.
"I'll go order something. Is there anything you like from here?" He asks me sweetly
"Umm..I'm not so sure. Anything you get I'm fine" I smile at him
YOU ARE READING
The Regret(Editing)
General Fiction"You know what I've decided? I want a divorce!" You and Jung Hoseok, aka Jhope from the well known Kpop group BTS, have been married for three and a half years . You worked for Big Hit since 2013 as a translator and assistant manager for BTS. Your...
