Daniel and I were dating for about 2 years and he broke up with we a week ago because I was 'too clingy' my heart shattered but understood why. I haven't left my room since, everybody tried to help but I just push them away. I haven't eaten anything. I haven't done anything. Basically since the breakup I lived on my bed. I tried to get over him I really did but I couldn't. My heart only wanted Daniel. But it's ok. I finally agreed to go somewhere at least. The mall with one of my best friends Y/f-You ready? Y-Yeah So I didn't dress up just did some casual high waisted leggings with one of Daniels shirts. I sigh, I miss him so much. ..... We finally arrive at the mall, we both get out and see the schools 'it girl' ugh she has everything. Well besides a nice personality, a brain, real friends and Daniel. She has dated every single guy in our school besides Daniel because Daniel and I were dating. Y/f-I heard she got a new boyfriend My friend told me as we walked inside Forever 21 Y-Do you know who it is? I asked curious. She just nods her head 'no' Y-Alright We both didn't see much we liked there so we went to a couple other stores. We went to the food court and saw the it girl... I think her name was Mackenzie or something I don't know. Then she came up to us and smirked with her little posy behind her M-Hey guys Y/f-Hey Y-Yo M-I just wanted to introduce you to my new boyfriend Y-Who is it this time. Mark. Jason. Gavin. Gabe. Jake. Connor S. Connor L. Connor P. I could've continues on the list like there was at least 1,000 more M-No She had a devil smirk M-Baby come here Seconds after Daniel came running up D-Yea- He cut himself off as he saw me Y/f-WTF Y-Congratulations Mackenzie you have dated all of the guys in our school and the other schools, you satisfied with yourself. I got up and left wit my friend chasing after me. It took a while for her to catch up Y/f-You walk fast damn She pants Y/f-I have a surprise for you Y-What? Y/f-Follow me He takes my hand and leads me some where. After a while of us roaming the mall we went up to a group of guys our age. Four boys to be exact Y/f-This is my boyfriend, Jack She said pointing to the one with curly hair. Y-YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND?!?!?! I said very happy for her because her ex broke her heart by cheating on her which tore her into pieces and now she finally moved on. I'm so happy for her Y/f-YES Z-Hi I'm Zach One of them said Jo-Jonah C-Corbyn Y/f-One more thing I turn my attention towards her/him Y/f-They are sorta friends with Daniel... Y-T-That's ok, they could be friends with whoever they want to be friends with She gives me a smile and I return it C-Speaking of Daniel isn't that his shirt? Y-Omg yeah, don't judge me J-We need to get you a new shirt Jo-Yeah we can't let Daniel know that you miss him C-Oui Forever 21 We both nod our head because they could've restocked. We all walk in and yep they restocked alright. Y/f-Look for clothessssssss We all go and buy two outfits. Well I only bought a shirt.
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We paid then y/f and I went to the bathroom only to come face to face with Mackenzie fixing her makeup M-Oh hey dorks Y/f-Ignore her just change into this I nod my head and go into one of the stalls and changes into the shirt. I ripped the tag off. I exited the bathroom Y/f-You look beautiful M-You look like a trash can Y-Oh Mackenzie here's your boyfriends shirt. I say giving her the shirt with a smirk on my face. M-Why do you have that She said grabbing it from my hand Y-Why don't you? I say as y/f and I smiled at each other Y-Tood-a-loo I say waving goodbye to her devilishly. Y/f and I exited the bathroom meeting with the four guys. Z-You look amazing Y-I always look amazing Zach I say flipping my hair dramatically as we all laugh Y/f-Lets head over to my place J-Yeah Y-sure Z-Kk Jo-Alright C-Ok We all left to y/f's house. I guess we all forgot Daniel lived near her. Once we got there we saw Daniel and Mackenzie sitting down having a picnic in his yard. We did that one time, he spilt water on me and we both started laughing hard I don't know why. I chuckle and smile at that memory C-You alright? Y-He seems happier.... Jo-He probably is Then everyone slapped Jonah's chest except me Jo-Sorry didn't mean to offended you Y-It's fine. It's probably the truth. His smile is brighter. His laugh seems real. He seems happier with her. Y-Lets just go inside now please We all head inside and sit on the couch. C-So what do you guys want to do? I wanted to spy on Daniel and Mackenzie but everyone else was like 'let's watch a movie' so I agreed. Y-What movie? Jo-Um.....a kids movie or like more adult movie? Y-I don't care Y/f-13 reasons why? Y-No C-A documentary about aliens? Everyone-No Jo-The purge? Y/f-NOOOOOO NO NO NOOOO Y-Love Simon? Jo-Yes C-that's the one Y/f-Alright I'll set it up. We all either sat on the ground or on the couch with blankets for each person. On my right is Jonah and my left is Corbyn. We are on the ground basically the only ones on the ground. Well except y/f's dog. She was a husky with one blue eye and one brown eye it was beautiful. ...... Halfway through the movie the part when (spoiler) his best friend posted the emails online I started to cry especially when Simon and him where in the parking lot and Simon yells 'I AM SUPPOSED TO COME OUT WHEN I WANT' my heart broke. ..... It is the end of the movie. Everyones asleep beside me. I get up and head to the kitchen. It was still light outside surprisingly. I look out the window and see Daniel and Mackenzie laughing while chasing each other. It looks like they were playing tag or something. When Mackenzie tried to tag him he grabbed her hand and pulled her into a hug and they both fell. Mackenzie on top of Daniel both laughing hysterically. A tear escaped my eyes as I decided to look away. I go and look in the fridge. I hear laughing and giggling and kissing. I lost my appetite. I look at the knife cabinet then look at my wrist. After a while of just staring I decided to shake the thought out of my head Y-No stop y/n, don't think that, don't think about doing that I mumble to myself C-You alright? I look over to see Corbyn Y-Oh sorry did I wake you? Corbyn just chuckles and nods his head 'no' C-No no, it's actually getting pretty late Y-Corbyn it's... Then I check the time Y-9:35 C-Yeah but someone has a curfew I chuckle C-Can you walk me home I nod my head 'yes' Y-Yeah let me just write a note. C-Thanks. I don't like walking alone. Y-Why not? C-I don't know I just never walked home by myself like ever Y-oh. I chuckle. I wrote a note saying that if you guys wake up I'm walking Corbyn home so don't worry Y-ok lets go We both walk out and start walking Y-So you have a curfew? C-No Y-Then why did you- C-Just so we could piss of Daniel Y-What do you mean? C-Look I saw you staring at them out the window. Crying. I didn't want you to go through that pain. Im sorry. I just wanted to see the look on his face. Y-Did it work though? I asked as we both laugh C-I don't know Y-Are we close to your home? C-Actually we are here Y-You live at the park? C-No I live there He says pointing to the house behind the park Y-Damn your house is....huge. C-Thanks? Y-Your welcome C-Wanna maybe come in? Y-I don't know y/f's probably awake by now C-Come on I'm not that bad Y-*sigh* alright then We both walked in and I just followed him everywhere C-You don't have to follow me Y-Well I don't live here so We both laugh Y-I should head back C-I will walk you Y-But- Then I got cut off from Corbyn C-Shush, I will walk you Y-Alright lets go then We both walk out ..... We finally arrive to y/f's house and everyone's still asleep. I go over to the kitchen and take the note and throw it away. It's now 12:30 am. I'm getting tired Y-I'm gonna go to bed C-Alright sweet dreams. ..... I wake up to everyone yelling at me to get up Y-I'M UP I'M UP Y/f-Good now your the only one that knows how to cook so make us food Y-Why didn't you just order something?! Y/f-Cause I'm broke af now get up Y-Ok I went to the kitchen and decided to make pancakes. Y-Breakfast is served I check the time 7:55am. Gosh it's early but J-Aren't you gonna eat? Y-Oh heavens no Z-Why not? Jo-Yeah why not? Y-I'm not hungry C-Why not? Y-I'm just not in the mood to eat Y/f-Oh alright. They finished eating and I cleaned up. Then the doorbell rings Y-I will get it I say and get up. I open the door to come face to face with Daniel and Mackenzie Y-H-Hi I say as everyone starts to look at us. D-It's raining can we come in please Y-y/f can they come in Y/f-Sure I let them in J-Why are you here? Jack asks staring at his phone D-We got locked out I look out a window. Huh it is raining. Y-Here's a Bobby pin I say handing Daniel a Bobby pin D-..... Thanks He takes the Bobby pin and leaves closing the door behind him. Giving me a flashback from when he left me. Slamming the door behind him as he left. I just stare at the door. Jo-Hello earth to y/n Y-Happier I whispered J-What? Jack asks as I snap out of it. Y-Huh? Z-You have been staring at the door for five minutes. Y-Oh sorry I say turning around Y/f-Does my bestie need a hug? I nod my head 'yes' and let all my tears escape. Y/n hugs me then all of the boys start to hug me. After we separate I smile at them Y-Thanks Y/f-Anytime Y-I should head home y/f-Alright do you need anything Y-No I'm good thanks, bye guys Boys-Bye ..... I got home and cried my heart out. ..... I ran out of tears so I'm just laying in my bed. He's happier. Without me. I sigh and close my eyes hoping they will never open
