why don't we imagines

Someone like you/Jonah

Jonah just recently broke up with me cause he stopped loving me. Even though I've been severely hurt, scarred, and bruised I understand ands it been about 3 weeks and he's already moved on.
I know it's just really hard to move on when you don't usually like people. When I was twelve I have always dreamt of having the perfect boyfriend. My own Prince Charming and...and I have always thought Jonah was the one.
Well i guess not.
Pg-Y/N COME DOWNSTAIRS NOW
I groan and sigh. I wrapped a small fluffy blanket around me and put some small fuzzy slippers on.
I walked downstairs no sound except the creaky wooden floors.
Y-What did I do this time?
I say yawning
I'm not what you say a "good girl" I'm a what people like to call it a "baddie" but I like to call myself me. This is my personality so like whatever.
My pg chuckles
Pg-I just needed you to come downstairs. Someone is here for you
I groan and start going back upstairs
Pg-I don't think that's where the door is the door is
Y-No but it's where my room door is
I say at the top of the stairs and going to my room. My pg sighs and I close my room door.
I decided I was going to get ready for the day. I dont want to shower cause I'm too lazy so I am just going to change.
I changed into a white crop top with three big metal buttons in the side. For my bottoms I picked a baby pink skirt with three big metal buttons in the front and in the middle. I tie my hair into a messy bun and then just brush my teeth and do my skin care routine.
After that I went downstairs.
Pg-Persons on the couch
I heard my mom yell from the kitchen as I took my first step on the stairs.
Y-Who r u
I asked taking my last step on the stairs.
?-Police officer
Y-What did I do this time.
Police-Do you know Jonah Marais
My face got seriously right away and concern washed over me
Police-Guessing from your facial expression you do
Y-What did he do this time?
Police-Miss I guys you haven't heard?
Y-No I stopped going in social media after we broke up
Police-Jonah comminuted suicide
All I did was break down I couldn't do anything.
Police-He write a note but it wasn't very descriptive so we are going to everyone he was close to
Y-I-I- we broke up three weeks ago I haven't heard from him since. I always thought he moved on...onto someone else
Tears streamed down my face.
Police-want to read the note
I take a deep breath in and I know I'm not ready but I need to know what that note says
Y-Yes
Pg-Are you sure you're ready?
Y-I hope so
Then the police officer reached in his pocket and pulled out a piece of paper he then hands it to me. He holds his own hand and puts it in front of him as he drops his head.
I begin to worry about what's in this note. I take a deep breath in and exhale. I slowly look down as my eyes lay right on the first word and started traveling down the line.
I'm sorry I truly am, I love you guys so much and please don't do what I did. Stay strong and don't be weak.
I couldn't handle this pain and I got way too weak. I'm sorry.
-Jonah Marias
I looked at the police officer as his head still hung low.
Police-I'm truly sorry for your lost what a tragedy
He says lifting his head up. I give him the note as he puts it in his pocket
Police-Do u have any information for us that you think will be helpful
Y-He didn't like speaking about his emotions much but I might
Police-Alright
Y-A couple days before he broke up
With me he acted strange.
Police-Describe strange
Y-A bit sad almost depressed. Really distant almost as if the Jonah I feel in love with was gone and got replaced with this new Jonah.
Police-Alright anything else?
Y-He started giving me his most price possessions and kind of showering me with gifts before he started becoming distanced
Police-Does he usually do that?
Y-No not usually
Police-May I look at all the things he gave u as a gift
Y-Yeah I have them in my closet in my room
Then we both got up and they started to follow me to my room.
Once we got in my room he started searching and digging through all the things. Then he pushed a teddy bear out of the way and the head got caught on my drawer. I tried taking it off but I was just stuck in there.
Well probably because I spilt nail polish on my dresser earlier and it was very sticky and starting to dry up.
I tugged and rugged in the teddy bear then all of a sudden u tugged too hard and the head just popped off. But when it popped off something very shiny and metal like was in there.
Y-I-I think I might've found something
I say handing him the teddy bear. He reached inside of it grabbing the metal thing only to notice it was a razor.
My chest felt heavy and my head felt very light an the room begins to spin
Police-Calm down ma'am take deep breaths.
I started taking deep breaths as they pulled me back to reality. The police officer but the razor blade in a bag
Police-Has he ever wrote to you in a note? What was the last text he sent you?
Y-No never wrote to me in a note and Um here
Then I logged into my phone and gave it to him
The last time he messaged me was
Jonah💔
Did u find it?

Y/n👄
Find what?

Jonah💔
Never mind that but when you do meet me at *random place* and we can do this together. Because I want to spend the rest of my life with you and breaking up with u was a mistake

Y/n👄
Ok? But what are we going to do together?

Jonah💔
Just meet me at *random place* at 8:30pm with the thing if you do I know u will love me forever and if u don't i guess your decision is made

Y/n👄
Alright?

Common sense started to kick in
Police-There were two sheets of paper and a pen, y/n, do u know what this means?
Y-H-He wanted me to die with him....
The police officer nods his head "yes"
Police-I'm going to go through all of these is it okay if I take everything he gave to you? Including before he started acting up.
Y-Y-Yeah I-I guess
Then he started to put all of the things that Jonah have to me in a bag then he got to my bed.
Y-Wait....don't put that one in there. Don't rip it apart.
Police-This one?
Y-Yeah that one
Police-Why not?
Y-H-He gave it to me on our first date and it helps me when I'm upset.
Police-Alright
Y-Thank you
Police-No problem but do u have anything else
Y-Just his hoodies, when I put them on i feel he is hugging and cuddling me again.
I say as my voice cracks and tears run down my face. I've never been so upset and I hate being so upset.
Police-Alright. Thank you so much for your help and stay strong
He says getting up as I walk him out.
Y-Goodbye officer
Police-I will come again once I get more information
Y-Alright goodbye
Police-Goodbye
Then I shut the door
Pg-What happened up there?
Y-I-I was supposed to die with Jonah
I say breaking down.
......
?-Here are some words from y/n
Everyone starts clapping and I get up and wipe the tears from my face. I take off my black sun hat and put it to my chest as I stand behind the coffin. I take a deep and sharp breath in.
I look at Jonah's pale lifeless body. I then take the teddy bear he gave to me on our first date and place it in the coffin with a singular red rose which caused us to meet.
Him and I reached for the same red rose because we both thought it was beautiful.
I let a couple tears escape my eyes as I lifted my head up.
Y-Jonah and I met when we reached for the same red rose, our hands touched and we both felt that spark. And after that we always found a way to be together. At first I thought it was just a silly coincidence but after it kept on happening I thought maybe it was fate talking to me saying "this person right here yeah he's your soulmate" so we both got the idea to speak to each other and we weren't watching where we were going. Well I was staring at my shoes and I don't know about him and the we both just crashed into each other. After a couple of months of us dating he finally told me he loved me....well of corse I said it back. Jonah made me feel special like I was the only person that mattered *voice crack+tears* he made me feel like i was floating on a cloud of love and every time I was near him everything just disappears beside him and I. He was my everything like a magic spark that blessed me but I always forgot that magic comes with a price.
I say holding his hand and I kissed his forehead as my tears fell on him. I kissed his lips one last time and sadly true loved kiss didn't awake this one.
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