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Someone you loved/ Jonah

⚠️SAD⚠️

Y-If he said he loves me, why did he leave? He told me I was his everything and that I was the only one in his heart. All I wanted to do was be a good girlfriend. I finally thought that I found the one, someone I could open up to but all he did was shut the doors I tried to open and then he complains that I never open up.

I say to myself crying in a corner of my room while my phone blows up with notifications. My bedroom was completely dark and silent except for me of course

Y-I was just getting so used to being someone he loved

I cry harder in the corner. 5 years has gone to waste. He's not the same Jonah than the one I started dating all those years ago.

I look over to my phone, listening to all the dings and watching the light get bright then dark then bright again. I sniffle and slowly get it up, walking towards my phone. not knowing what's going to happen next

Notification from every social media I have on my phone

I heard what happened I'm truly sorry, I though he was a keeper as well

Y/n?

You there

Hello?

Answer please.

....

Everyone mentioned me in posts and texted me to see what was going on but one caught my eye

Jonah-Hi, I know I broke up with you without an explanation so here it is. I lost interest, about two months ago we started getting boring. It was always the same thing over and over again. You would make breakfast, do the laundry and other stuff while I'm at the studio. Then at 12 you would bring me and the boys lunch. Then I would get home and you serve me with dinner and then we go to bed or watch TV that's it. We were so boring. We barely went out unless it was a special occasion and it was all I needed at first, you were everything I needed but I came to realize I don't love you. That I just went along because you were so happy that I didn't want to ruin it. But I did truly love you at one point, it's not your fault it's mine. You were always so good to me but I lost interest and I'm sorry. Goodbye y/n

Tears ran down my face and I couldn't stand the pain anymore, I needed to escape, I need to feel numb.

I go outside to the balcony and look down, cars at night just look like bright dots, roaming spend freely. I needed to be that, I needed to be free.

I go on top of the thick wall of cement separating my balcony to nothing. Hanging my legs down, closing my eyes and taking deep breaths.

I couldn't do it, I couldn't take it. The pain just flows through my body as I loosen my grip on the cement. Looking up at the stars and moon.

Y-I wanna fly can you take me far away. Give me a star to reach for tell me what it takes and I'll go so high. I'll go so high.

I sing quietly staring at the bright moon. Tears escaped my eyes and they wouldn't stop flowing down.

My phone buzzes as I see my best friend calling.

Accept it decline

Accept

Y/f-y/n?
Y-Hello...

My breath shaky, my hand seconds away from dropping it

F-should I come over? I'll bring ice cream and hot pockets!
Y-No not today.
F-but its a tradition. Every time you break up with someone

I sigh.

Y-You will have to find someone else to do that with

I look does as she starts to worry but I hung up before she could finish her sentence

?-That's a long way down

Their voice spud muscular but I knew who it was. Corbyn

Y-I'm closer to the clouds up here
C-Please don't y/n. Look I know the new girl may seem all-
Y-new girl?
C-Shit you didn't know

Y-Well now I do
C-I'm sorry please just don't. Nobody's gonna bring us lunch at 12 exactly
Y-Just do what you used to do. It'll help you guys get out more

He sighs and takes a few steps closer as I scoot forwards

C-y/n..,

He breathes out, I can tell he was on the edge of crying

Y-why did you come here in the first place anyway?
C-I wanted to say how much I'll miss you and maybe we can still keep in touch.

I tightly shut my eyes while more tears fell. He took more steps as I breathe heavily, he places a Bouquet of flowers next to me. Roses, sunflowers, and lilacs. I turn my head to look at him as he gives me a a small smile.

I look back down to see a bunch of people watching and police. A huge net, they're all watching, waiting for me to jump. Phones out, they're all recording.

What's the point in living? They're all just gonna record it, it will go viral for some weeks then everyone will forget that I ever existed. That's how the world works.

C-Please don't

He whispers to me. I sniffle and slowly bringing my hands to the edge. Distracting him while making eye contacts.

C-You can't do it
Y-Who's gonna stop me?

I say whisper. But I get up, safely onto the balcony. I go to a different side, where there are no nets once so ever.

C-Y/N NO
Y-Tell the boys I love them. Tell everyone I love them. I meant for none of this to happen.

Then before I knew it, I was flying. My arms out wide, going backwards my back faced the ground. Feeling the wind hit me with a nice and aggressive pressure.

...

I hover over a crying Corbyn that just got done trying to save my life. He's on his knees balling his eyes out. Then he looks over the edge to see everyone taking videos and pictures.

No don't do it corbyn. Please.

He stands in the edge and freely falls.

Fuck.

The next thing I knew he came floating up with me as well

C-Hi!
Y-What did you do!
C-I died. Just like you
Y-Why would you do that!
C-....
Y-ANSWER ME.

I say with tears in my eyes.

Y-Why couldn't you just let me die.

Then all of a sudden the boys came rushing through the balcony, all crying and Zach found my phone. All of them have blood shot red eyes. Zach looks over the edge.

No not Zach. Please, not Zach

I hug Corbyn as he hugs back.

Z-She jumped and so did Corbyn

I can tell it was hard for him to spot out but it was the truth and he knew it.

Jo-ITS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT. 

Jonah cried and everyone huddled up and cried.

All of a sudden a bright light came from the sky, a beam of light out of the darkness.

We both looked down to see nobody else noticed it.

C-It's for us

He says with tears in his eyes. His hand around my shoulders as I nod. We both  shed some tears and looked back down.

Y/c-Goodbye.

Then we both trailed into the light.

I'm sorry I let you down

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