hurts: J.A

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I stood there trying keep all my emotions inside of me, but all the feelings overwhelmed my body. Standing in front of the painted brown high school, hell. Crème colored stairs then a flat pavement, black heavy metal doors 20 feet apart with black bold letters on the brown building.

Hurion college

Fucking hell. Without saying a word you can feel all the judgmental vibes the students give off, their glares, man if looks could kill I'd be dead by now.
Step by step, sweaty palms, and heart beating faster with every second. I don't feel like getting harassed or bullied today.

.........

1st hour. English

I sit in my assigned seat and take out my choice book, but I feel someone's stare gazing at me. I tried to ignore it but it only made it stronger, so, I decided to look up.

And I locked eyes with the popular hockey guy.

Hayden Thompson

He made a mean face at me, him and his girlfriend had been bullying me since 5th grade. Although I don't understand why they say the things that they say but shit hurts.

Ht- fuck are you looking at loser?

Words of venom spit out of his mouth as I see him and all his guy friends laughing like what he said was funny. Suddenly I felt my heart beating faster, my fist balling up, and my teeth grinding together.

Ht- Whats wrong? Did I offend you? Ohhhh I'm so sorry you're probably going to beat my ass now, huh?

It was like he was talking to a baby with his stupid blonde ugly ass hair and his stupid hockey sweatshirt. Suddenly I lost control of my own body and I'm walking towards him.

I hate him. I'm sick of his stupid snarky comments and his tough boy behavior. I'm over it. I'm over it. I'm over it.

Suddenly I was right behind him and his friends pointed to me.

Y/n- Yeah. I just might beat ur ass because you couldn't even touch BEFORE COVID-19. So shut the fuck up.
Random girl in the class: PERIODT

Then his girlfriend Sophia grabbed me by my arm. She was easy to fight just pull her hair down to the ground. And just like that I win.

2nd period. Social Studies

Okay....not bad. I sit behind Carter he's not that bad. He just makes me feel like I'm not good enough. I just want to be with Jack, I just have to make it through the day.

I take my seat on the weirdly warm plastic chair and set my stuff on the desk. Then in comes Carter sitting down immediately talking to Max. Max hates me, he thinks I'm annoying and weird, we used to be friends last year.

Carter- Hey y/n did u do the homework?
Y/n- yeah. Fuck to I look like? Hayden?

Then he snickered and made snarky comments about me. The usual.

Max- hey y/n....
Y/n- what's up?
Max- still dating that imaginary boyfriend of yours? What his name.... Jason? No.... JACK!

Max says obviously making fun of me.

Y/n- I don't know. Still failing social studies?
Max- that would've been a good comeback if I was failing.... anyways HUGE question for you
Y/n-I don't have time for ur bullshit, Max.
Max- no no no no. Im dead serious about this.
Y/n- fine. What?
Max- why do u still exist?
Carter- Max dude-
Max- no, like deadass. Ur kind of a shitty person. You act all tough and put your guard up, when really you're worthless. So why haven't u....
Y/n- I'm a shitty person?

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