a/n-thanks for voting on the songs! ok so this is the order ill write the song prefs in-
everything i didn't say
end up here
close as strangers
never be
long way home
they're not all gonna be one by one but i'll get them done when i can
his pov
Ashton- "Taking every breath away/With all of the mistakes I've made/From all the letters that I've saved/This is everything I didn't say"
I sighed angrily, swiping my hand across the desk, watching all of the letters fall to the ground. "Why?!" I cried out, shaking my head, sitting down on the edge of the bed. I stared down at the mess of papers on the ground- That mess of papers was all of the things that I should've said, but never did. It was also some of the letters that I saved from her. But none of that mattered anymore. I made too many mistakes and I blew it. I lost my chance to tell the one girl that I loved how I really felt.
Luke- "The way you held me/I wish that I'd put you first/I was wrong I admit, numb from kiss/While you were slipping through my fingertips"
I didn't even notice her starting to slip away from me. I thought it way okay to just blow her off to do other things. It hit me that one morning after I left the house early.
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I woke up to the warmth of her body pressed against mine. I slowly removed her arm from around my waist, and began to sit up. "Luke." I heard her whisper from next to me. "Hey." I said softly, looking down at her. "Leaving already?" she asked, trying to mask her frown. "Sorry, I have to go to see the boys." I replied. "Oh." she said, nodding her head, slightly sighing. I leaned down, pressing my lips against hers. "See you later." she said, smiling halfheartedly.
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I should've been able to tell she was getting tired of being out second like that, but it was too late. She was already slipping away from me.
Calum-"Wake me up now/And tell me this is all a bad dream/All the songs that I wrote/All the wrongs that I hoped would erase from your memory"
I opened my eyes, hoping to see her peacefully sleeping next to me. Then reality struck me, and I closed my eyes again, imagining her listening to one of the songs that I wrote her. That was one of the things that made her so happy, and I wish that she remembered those memories instead of the bad ones. I wish that her leaving was just a bad dream, and that she was still here, all of the bad things erased from her memory.
Michael- "I hope you know/For you I'd sacrifice/To make this right/Some day I'm sure/We'll pass each other by"
There's so much I'd do to get her back. I hope she knows that I would even travel the world to get to her. I'm sure one day we'll see each other again, but until then I'm stuck thousands of miles away from her, not really knowing for sure when I'll be back. I'd sacrifice my own health and safety for hers, and I really need her to know that.
a/n- the • in lukes is a memory
ok so i start school soon so idk if ill have that much time to update :-(
ill try though!!
