Players

• Forty Two •

Yuto woke up a few days later, with a weird feeling in the pit of his stomach. He didn't know what it meant, but he tried to ignore it. He crawled out of Wooseok's grasp, doing his usual morning routine. He splashed some water on his face, hoping it'd make him wake up. He finished, crawling back into Wooseok's arms.

The taller pulled him closer, wrapping his arms around him. Yuto sighed, tucking his long hair behind his ear. They had finished the games they were going to have, only having a few days left. Yuto didn't want to go back to his regular life of going to school and practice, but he missed Akari and wanted to see her again.

Wooseok opened his eyes, smiling down at him. Yuto smiled back, feeling his heart jump. He pushed the feeling away, knowing it wouldn't get him anywhere. Wooseok yawned, stretching his arms up. Yuto chuckled, laying on his back. "Let's stay in today." Yuto was quick to agree.

"I'm down. My body is killing me." Wooseok laid on his chest, his hair ticking Yuto's nose.

"What movie do you want to watch?" Yuto thought, before grabbing the remote. He played the movie they bought a few days ago, Wooseok groaning into his chest. "Ugh~ we've watched that like sixty times already." Yuto smirked.

"Let's make it sixty one." The taller glared at him, but knew he couldn't say no. so they laid in bed again, Yuto's favorite movie playing. It seemed like the others were taking the day off, because no one had bursted into the room. Yuto was laying in Wooseok's lap, eyes fixated on the screen.

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They made themselves some food, Yuto having his arms wrapped around Wooseok most of the time. He didn't say anything, turning around to let him taste whatever he was making. Yuto would chuckle, taking a bite of it with a big smile. Wooseok would then lean down, giving him a kiss that tasted like whatever Yuto had eaten.

He didn't know how to explain the way he felt. He was happy with the taller and he didn't want to end things. But at the same time, he was scared. Anytime the word love was said around him, he would feel himself become nervous for no reason. It was like the word stirred something in him.

It wasn't because he didn't love Wooseok. He did. More than he's ever loved anybody else. But it also came with the fear that it would all become too real. He felt like he was on a cloud not having to worry about anything besides the feeling of the taller. But if he actually said the words to him, or vise versa, it would make it all real. The safe cloud he was on would disappear and he'd open himself up to heartbreak.

Wooseok cuddled closer to him snapped him from his thoughts and making him look up at him. Wooseok's brows were furrowed, staring down at him. "You okay?" he nodded. Wooseok gave him a look, muting the tv. "What's going on?"

"Nothing. I'm fine." Wooseok rolled his eyes.

"I know that look." Yuto furrowed his brow, a confused laugh leaving his lips.

"Why does everyone say that?" Wooseok rolled his eyes again.

"Because you have this look. When you're thinking about something and worrying." He shook his head.

"I'm not worrying about anything." Wooseok scanned his face, before shrugging.

"Alright. But don't say i didn't ask." Yuto rolled his eyes, laying back on him. He was trying to focus on the movie, but it didn't last long. He didn't know why his attention was so short today. He sighed, twisting in his hold. Wooseok watched him, worrying lacing his brows. "Are you sure your okay?" he nodded.

He had finally managed to sit still, until he huffed. He got up, walking to the bathroom. He stared in the mirror, trying to figure out what was going on with himself. He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. After a moment he walked back out. Wooseok was watching as he sat in the small part of the window.

He paused the movie, getting up and walking over to him. Yuto glanced at him, before going back to the window. The sun seemed to be setting, casting an orange glow around them. Wooseok's arms wrapped around his waist, resting his head on his shoulder. Yuto closed his eyes, leaning on him more. "Baby?" he hummed. "What's wrong?"

Yuto sighed, opening his eyes and turning to look at him. His eyes were sparkling in the sun, his face lighting up. Yuto held onto the side of his face, turning around more. He stood between his legs, staring down at him. Wooseok smiled softly, hands around his waist.

They were quiet for awhile, until Yuto pulled him down for a kiss. Wooseok smiled, one hand holding onto the back of his neck. Yuto pulled away, looking up at him. Wooseok was looking back, eyes smiling down at him. Yuto sighed, pulling him back down.

They made out for a few minutes, hands going everywhere. Yuto stood up, pushing him against the wall beside the window. Wooseok chuckled again, pulling away to look at him. "Damn, why're you so needy?" Yuto rolled his eyes, kissing him again.

They fell onto the bed, a laugh escaping both of them. Wooseok stared down at him with a smile. And Yuto's heart sank again. He sighed, forcing a smile. "Who's bottoming?" Wooseok smirked down at him. Yuto furrowed his brows, before he remembered the night at the party.

"You remember that too?!" Wooseok laughed, nodding his head. He was trying to get Yuto to relax, sensing the tension in him.

"How could i forget?" Yuto rolled his eyes. He leaned down close to his lips. "It was the night i first kissed you." Yuto pushed him away.

"You were drunk." he chuckled.

"But you weren't." Yuto opened his mouth to say something, but Wooseok kissed him before he could. Yuto sighed, pulling away.

"Let's....let's watch something." He eyed him for a moment, before nodding. He laid back, pulling Yuto onto him. Wooseok wrapped an arm around him, Kissing the top of his head.

They decided on an anime, laughing at random parts. The feeling had washed away from him, enjoying the sound Wooseok made when he laughed.

Yuto looked up at him, feeling himself wanting to go to sleep. The stars were out along with the moon, casting a white glow around them. He brushed the hairs from the tallers face, smiling softly. Wooseok did the same, turning on his side. He stared at him for a moment, thumb gently moving across his cheek. "You okay?" he said quietly.

Yuto nodded, heart pounding against his chest. The light was reflecting off his eyes, and he'd be lying if he said he didn't love it. Wooseok was staring at him, one arm thrown across his waist. The blanket was barely covering them, Yuto not needing the warmth anymore. He leaned down, placing a kiss on his forehead.

Yuto's eyes closed, wanting to stay in that moment for however long he could. Wooseok's eyes were staring into his, Yuto having a feeling that he was going to say something. They were quiet, save for their breathing. "Yuto..." he started. His heart was pounding, and he wanted to walk away. His mind was screaming at him that whatever he was going to say, was going to leave Yuto wanting to hide.

"Yuto, i lo-" He shook his head, feeling his heart break at the way Wooseok's eyebrows furrowed.

"Don't." he whispered. He didn't give the taller enough time to say anything else. He turned in his hold, facing away from him. "I want to go to sleep." he could almost see the way the taller wanting to say something. Except he didn't. He wrapped his arms around him, pulling him to his chest. Yuto intertwined their hands, before his eyes closed.