Pt.3 :My boy / Ohgeesy

Part 17

4:56am

I couldn't sleep I felt terrible, what do I do?

I then get out of bed and decided on a late night snack. Once I was downstairs I heard a knock and looked at the door feeling frightened.

Who's knocking so late at night??

I then peak and see someone in a hoodie and slolwy open it.

"Hello" I ask yawning

The person then takes off the hoodie and it reveals Desean. What the actual fuck?

"Desean what are you doing here" I whisper yell closing the door behind me to talk outside.

"Look I just came to ask if you've seen Allure" he fidgets with his hands not looking up at me.

"No but I can ask Geesy if you'd like" I respond but before I can fully turn he grips my arm.

"No" he quickly yells and I take my arm away

"Please don't we both know he'd kill me if he knew I showed up" he sighs scratching his head.

"Why don't you just call her" I frown

"I have to go" and before I can stop him from leaving he was already gone out of sight.

What the

I then go back inside confused as ever. After eating some cereal I head back upstairs and curl up to Handro.

"Where was you at baby" he mumbles rubbing on my sides.

"Just couldn't sleep" I reply kissing him

"How's my baby hmm" he smiles kissing my stomach while putting his head to listen to anything really.

"I love you mi amor" I smile scratching lightly on his head.

"Mama's so why didn't you tell me you was preg" he ask sitting up while I layed my head on his lap.

"Handro I have to tell you something else" I sigh getting off his lap.

His phone then started ringing

"Hello" he frowns answering the call

"Uh that wasn't part of the agreement" he sighs getting up

"My girl preg dude I ain't wanna leave her" was the last thing I heard after he walked out the room.

Every freaking time I felt like I should tell him he always got a call, something always interrupted. I didn't know when I should tell him really

"Can you believe it they changed the tour dates to next week" he groaned throwing himself on the bed.

He then pecked my neck multiple times causing me to snort.

"So what yo fine ass wanted to say" he smiles up at me from my chest.

"I-" my eyes then began to water when  I thought of how much it'll hurt him to know.

"What's wrong" he ask grabbing my face and pulling me in for a kiss as he wipes my tears away.

"Handro stop" I push him away letting more tears fall down.

"What why" he frowns going behind me wrapping his arms around me.

"I cheated Alejandro" I turn to see him confused as my eye sight got more blurry.

"What do you mean you cheated" he said grabbing my face to look straight at him.

"I-" I then kept sniffling not being able to talk

"With who" he says letting me go and backing up

"Wow" he laughs shaking his head

"It was with that guy in your hotel" he says

"WASN'T IT" he yells making me jump

"yes" I whimper

"Why just why, can you answer that" he sighs

"I didn't know I woke up with the biggest headache and the guy asked for round two and I didn't even know what he was talking about because I really over did it, I didn't mean any-" my heart then sinks when he pushes my hands away from his face.

"Back when I used to get drunk you didn't let that be an excuse so why should it be one for you" he ask crossing his arms

"I literally don't remember that day at all" I cry out taking a few steps closer while he takes three back.

"How do I even know the baby is mine huh" he says with so much venom in his voice.

"I'm not pregnant that test was Bee's" I say looking down

"How many more lies" he shakes his head

"No more" I wipe my tears looking up at him

"I wasn't going to throw you out with a baby but you see thats not even a problem now" he says with a straight face looking straight at my eyes.

"What do you mean"

"I want you out" he spats pointing at the door.

"Mi am-"

"Don't"

"I was drunk just know I didn't mean it" I sigh going to gather my things

"Were over that phase we were nearly married and when I fucked up it was when we were barely together" he argues

"It still counts"

"Oh yeah well we broke up even when mine were mistakes too" he responds

"Okay but you did it after arguments-

"Exactly and we were on good terms and you fucked someone  so you think that makes it better" he yells

"Handro I-"

"I don't want to see you right now, out" he spats

"I won't leave without letting you know I didn't mean it I regret it so much and that I love you, I will forever be here for you" I say grabbing his hand tight

"I love you too" his lip quivers

"But I don't want you near me" he shuts his eyes tight

"I think we just hurt each other" he opens his eyes

He then pecks my lips and grabs his keys leaving the room.

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Gonna stop the book sorry not feeling it:/