Pt.3 :My boy / Ohgeesy

Part 33

7:23pm

Since the day I let Handro know how I felt, which was three days ago. It was now Tuesday and I was at the hospital while he just left to his next tour stop to perform soon. I felt terrible because he was being so extra and flying out to me after each one of his shows finished just to be with me.

Then when he had a day off to sleep he came to me again, he was to sweet. My tumor was to be removed tomorrow which I was nervous about. What if I died during surgery?

I then stood up straight to eat the dinner that was brought.

Group chat

Lily 😈😍: we going in a bit boo! 💚

Melissa 🖤: omw too

Jake 🤓: me & Rico on our way

Bee 🐝: me&Ethan&Chanel here already we heading up the elevator bby

Me: aweeee thanks babes 😭😭💚

I felt so blessed I wasnt going through this alone. I wish my mom and sister were here but they lived far and were going to come after the surgery.

I'm glad Melissa and Lily put there differences aside and just moved on from the past drama. They both accepted now that Lily moved on to Chanel and that Melissa was with Jake. I also couldn't wait to see Ethan it's been a couple years that I haven't seen my elementary friend.

I then tossed my food in the trash after finishing up and laid carefully back in a comfortable position.

"How's my girl" Bee smiles softly seeing me and I immediately smile seeing her.

"Heyyy" Ethan walked in awkwardly and I opened my arms up for him.

After hugging him I hug Chanel too while Bee sat close to my bed grabbing my hand.

"How you feel" she ask and I look over at her seeing her eyes full of hurt.

"Don't worry Bee I'll be okay" I tell her and she laughs softly looking down.

"I brought chicken nuggets" Chanel smiles big passing me a bag

"I'd really enjoy that but I can't eat food like that before the surgery" I whine

"So how was the ride here" I ask and rub Bee hand and when she looks up i see her eyes water.

My smile then comes back to reassure her I was fine but before I can say anything she speed walks out the room.

"Ethan can You-"

"Yeah" he immediately replies before I can finish my sentence

"She's just been really emotional" Chanel sighs sitting beside my bed set

"I know I know" I sigh laying back feeling tired.

"Anyone want weeeeed" I hear and chuckle looking up at Rico and Jake who barge in

"Y'all dumb" I laugh softly

"So how you feeling sis" Jake ask putting his back pack down

"I'm good" I smile extending my hands to hug him

"Rico how's Josie" I ask

"We talked and she's alright with me but I still feel the hurt she carries on about the topic every time she sees my baby" he sighs rubbing his head frustrated

"She'll come around don't worry" I smile up at him rubbing his hand.

"Babe" Melissa screeches and kisses Jake cheek and kisses mine right after

"Bad ass bitch here" I then look up and giggle to see Lily come in.

"So how have you all been" I laugh smiling looking around

Bee and Ethan then come in and Bee looks down while the rest look at her questionably.

"We been good what about you" Chanel says breaking the silence

"I feel better they gave me medicine for the pain but guys I haven't seen y'all in forever so what's uppp" I smile big sitting up comfortably

"Confession me and Rico recently got arrested but Josie bailed us out" Jake laughs and everyone gasp including me

"What why" went all around the room

"We were racing while smoking and well we had drinks in our trunks because we were coming from a party" Rico admits

"All bad" I laugh

"So Lily how was work" I ask

"Tiring duhhh" she laughs and soon enough everyone had there conversations everywhere.

"Mrs. Carranza we liked if you sign here before we operate on you tomorrow" a nurse ask and it causes everyone to quiet down and I sign

"Uuuu Geesy last name" Melissa laughs right after the nurse leaves while oooooo's go around.

I just laugh and turn Netflix on to calm down a bit. I felt more nervous when I kept thinking more into it all. Literally you can't have many people in a room but here we were and why? I was most likely nearly dying and the doctors knew

The tumor did get worse and tomorrow they were gonna check if they can officially take it off because they were unsure. So basically they were gonna cut me open with a C section to check before doing further more and before operating further more they will close me up and let me know all the pros and cons of taking it out.

11:34pm

Soon it was just me and Chanel because the rest either had work, kids, and other reasonings.

"Hen"

"Hmm" I hum in response and I then feel Chanel cuddle closer to me in the small hospital bed.

"How do you feel" she ask

"You asked and you made sure everyone was fine but I wanna know how you truly feel" she ask

"Honestly I'm nervous but I'm happy to have you all" I then open my eyes to look over at her.

"I wish I can do something for you I feel so so helple-"

"Chanel stop don't cry babe you make me feel happy and you still are right now okay don't worry" I coo hugging her closer to me.

"Stop making us feel better I wanna make you feel better" she sobs in my chest

"Chanel I love you" I finish off and she continues to cry in my arms and soon falls asleep before I do.