Finn Wolfhard x Reader [au] | Him&I

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11:59 pm

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12:00am

WOOOOP!! 🎉🎊🎊🎉

me
HAPPY BDAY FINNIE BOIII!!! 🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉❤️❤️

finny boii
my birthday is tomorrow, it's the middle of the day..

me
well- NOT HERE. It's 12 am here!!! So happy happy happy sweet FUCKING 16!!!

finny boii
gee thanks, but also... calm DOWN.

me
you're FUCKING 16!! bRO. that's INSANE

Honestly the thought that Finn was sixteen scared me. We were all getting old and before we knew it, we would be ADULTS. I mean Caleb is ONE year away. That's insane.

I waited a couple of hours before I posted anything to my story about Finn.

I remembered last year when I was at his house and he had his birthday. That he kissed me and we spent a lot of time together. I got sad by this thought. It made me realize how we never spend any time together, no quality time. All through a screen. It was only getting worse. Finn is going to have even more projects, even more tour dates.

This thought popped up into my head; what if there's nothing ever going to happen between me and Finn. Not because we dislike eachother or anything, but because our schedules. It was at this moment I realized how many celebrity couples have split up because of long distance or scheduling differences. However, me and Finn aren't together. And I don't think that I'll ever get the shot at it. The only time we are together is when we are shooting for stranger things and press tours. Me and Finn have no privacy and time together while shooting. It's rare when we get time together. Press tours are harder since I'm busy with school and all that, making it difficult for me to even show up at some. I did have hope for him and I. I truly did. Was it all some fantasy? Some delusional fantasy where I thought I had a chance of being happy? A fantasy land. Hollywood was ruining all of it. Completely ruining all of it. FINALLY, when we both got our feelings out, Hollywood had to get in the way.