[Hi first off I wanna start by saying thank you for getting this book to 30k, I didnt even notice hehe. Yall are amazing ❤❤ also I kinda wanna change the characters names. So sam is gonna be Claudia and Joey's child and jace is the dude that's shes with,I just thought sam was better for a toddler ]
Sam runs in Jacobs arms when we get back to the house. I smile as jacob spins jace around.
"I'm gonna go take a shower..okay?" I say taking my shoes off. Jacob nods and jace lays down on the couch.
I walk upstairs with my shoes in my hand and put them in the corner of my room. I close the window curtains and take my clothes off
I look at myself in the mirror and see the tattoo I have in my back. Gosh I remember when jacob hit me for it. I got with ari and jack when I was 17 i believe
I was actually thinking of getting another one. On my hip or maybe under my boob.
I turn the water on and get in the tub. I close my eyes and think about joey.
Joey...the boy who used to come over to our old house and bully me along with jacob. Joey,the boy who confronted me when my brother was being an ass. joey the boy who was sweet and caring for me. joey, the boy who would cuddle with me to hide the fact that jacob was away. Joey.....the man who has a wife and a daughter.
I feel terrible. I feel like shit for telling him that he was never gonna touch my kid. I never knew he wanted a kid that bad. He never showed it
I guess you could say I have my own life aswell. not really tho. Jace is Sam's "dad" .... hes nice, a good father figure....but if we're being honest here, joey could've done a better job.
Sam is happy here. Everyone is. Ever since joey left the house everything just stopped for everyone...in a good way tho. Jacob is home most of the time...yes once or twice he has to go get some business done but not as much as he had to before.
He doesnt blow up restuarants anymore like the other time....that time everyone I knew basically died in that explosion. .
I just start getting a bunch of flashback from when joey was in this house as I slowly drown in the tub.
I start to imagine what my life would be like if I was with joey and not jace. I start to imagine joey watching sam take his first steps. I start to imagine joey staying up with me while watching Netflix....like he once did
My whole head was almost under water. My nose was out of the water along with some parts of my face.
30 minutes later of imagining and having a ton of flashbacks I decide to finally get out. I dress in leggings and a hoodie. Casual
I blow dry my hair and take care of my skin.
After that's done I walked downstairs to have a fucking heart attack.
I stand there not knowing what to do. Not knowing whether I should hug him,slap him, kill him,ignore him, or just kiss him.
He was playing cars with sam
Jacob walks towards me. "Claudia, joey is coming back to the group, hes gonna live here now" joey looks at me doing that thing he does with his hair
I turn around and walk back upstairs.
So many emotions were going through my head.
What do I do
Sorry this is short asf, its 12:03 am a d my dad is telling me to go to sleep goodnight yall, once again thank you for 30.6k ❤ I didnt edit this, sorry if there are spelling mistakes
