Asexual (gxg)

Prologue

Nakasimangot lang na nakatingin ako sa mga nago-golf. Pinasama kasi kami ni dad para panoorin siya maglaro ng golf. Palagi naman.

Si mom supportive lang na nagche-cheer sa kanya. Hayzz ang boring letche!

"Anak, cheer your dad. Look, he's doing well!" i see.

I stood up and shout for his name. "Go daddy Payton!"

Well my second name was came from my dad because it's sound like his name. Nakita kong ngumiti siya sa amin at nag bigay pa ng flying kiss kay mom. Hayss si dad talaga, tapos itong si mom naman kinilig.

Umupo ulit ako at bored na nanood nalang kay dad. Madalas naman akong mabored kaya okay lang sa akin.

"Are you bored?" mom's asked me.

"No, I'm enjoying it."

"You're not."

"Of course, I am." then she gave a death glare and I just gave her an innocent look.

Umiling lang siya. "You're always been like that. Looked-bored and seems like no interest in everything." she said.

"Well, we know mom that, that's not true." sabi ko. Alam niyang asexual ako kasi nag-open up ako sa kanila when i was in highschool. And also they accepted that fact that I'm intersex. Yes, I'm a intersex that's way i do not use pekpekshorts. Baka kasi bumakat si paring junjun.

I'm going to lie if im gonna say that it was okay for me to be an intersex type. Syempre, hindi ganun kadali tanggapin ang kalagayan ko. Pero syempre tinanggap ko ng buo ang sarili ko. Magulang ko nga tanggap ako at mahal nila ako so why not loving myself too?

There's alot of doctors that can remove my long--i mean, the huge one in centered part of mine. But sabi ko sa sarili ko 'this is mine, why i need to remove this? This is part of me and there's nothing wrong with that for me'.

Yes, we can say that other people can judge me because of my situation but i don't care and they don't care too.

Maybe I have both genders but i love girlstuff. I love wearing dress, makeup, and other girlstuff.

But sometimes, gusto ko nagsusuot ng mga male shirt and shorts. Pero more on girly shirt ako.

Nerdy type din ako pag hindi ko kasama ang pamilya ko pero hindi naman ako mahiyain. Private person din ako.

Kadalasan kasi ang mga nerd ay mahiyain at sabi nila weird daw but i do not think that nerd is weird because some of us just don't want to interact in others. They just like reading books and genuis stuff. Bakit masama na bang maging tahimik? Masama na ba mag focus sa pag-aaral?

Hindi ka lang mapansin at hindi lang pamilyar sayo ang ginagawa nila or should i say namin-eh weird na kami. No, you're just an idiot--opps sorry for the word. Kidding, wag kasi ganun.

"What are you thinking young lady?" hindi ko napansin na nasa gilid ko na pala si dad. Busy kasi ako sa pag-iisip eh.

"Nothin' dad, are we going home?" tanong ko.

"Yes, so you're bored again? You know Peytan, i think, i need to set you for arranged marriage. Total nasa tamang edad ka naman na." whttt?

What? No!

I'm not getting married!

Walang lumabas na word sa bunganga ko. Hindi ako makapagsalita because first of all he's dangerous when he got mad and second I'm scared of his tiger mode.

"Just kidding." at tumawa. Grabe, halos hindi ako nakahinga roon.

"Let's go, baka matae ka diyan." sabi naman ni mom na tinawanan naman ni dad. Supporting his wife, well takot lang niya kay mommy.

Natawa na din ako. Bonding narin namin to.

Nasa kotse na kami at ready nang umuwi. Nasa likod ako at si mom naman nasa tabi ni dad at syempre si dad ang nagmamaneho. Nag open nalang ako ng twitter ko.

Scroll, scroll, scroll

Mayamaya pa nakita ko ang picture ni Hasmine, blockmates ko. It was beautiful and perfect shot by her boyfriend named Jason. Nang matapos kong tingnan ay dahan dahan akong nagscroll until makita ko ang two couples and may link pa.

Pinindut ko yung link at tumambad sa akin ang mga maseselang litrato at video ng link na yun.

It didn't affect me or make odd feeling to me. It was like it's normal and human do.

I clicked the one video in this link but before that I quickly clicked the silentmode and making sure the volume is off.

Then it goes, the two human having a sex. I skipped and skipped till the end in the vid. It isn't affect me.

I tried the lesbian one. "Peyton, what is that?"

I quickly turn off my device. "Nothing dad.."

"It seems like you're hiding something." at makahulogang tinapunan ako ng tingin.

"I'm playing flappy bird." palusot ko.

Napansin kong kinagat naman niya ang palusot ko. Ipinikit ko nalang ang mga mata ko.

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A/n

Ps. Trip ko to 😂