sarah's pov i woke up with dried tears on my face,bet I'm looking like a loser right now. I will always be. I felt so sick, not that sick but sick sick you know? that noxious feeling about anything that will happen.
I opened my messages and looks like my girls texted me.
-the gurls‼️-
avani:3- hey guys! are y'all free? laur <3- yeah whattup? madi <3- ^^ avani:3- why don't we go out! like old times. avani:3- just us, no boys. laur <3- im always down madi <3- im down! me- i don't know... avani:3- oh come on sarah madi <3- its been a while since we meet:( madi <3- we miss you:(( me- i mean... me- i miss y'all too. me- its just im in a complicated situation rn. avani:3- we'll make it better! we always do. madi <3- we can try... laur <3- we will! me- fine fine fine. avani:3- THAT'S THE SPIRIT! we'll pick u at 11 xx
I can't wait to go out with my girls. Maybe they can get rid of all the shits in my head. I look at the wall clock that just strikes 830am. I better get ready.
I change into this:
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as i wanted to head downstairs, like always i bumped into Chase. I definitely ignored him because of what he did yesterday! "morning mom." i greeted. "sorry about yesterday. its just-" i tried to explain but mom cut me. "I understand, now why Mr. Andrew said that you're not in his class neither any classes yesterday?" Mom asked. Oh shit.
"about that.." i said but Chase interrupted me. "sarah and i have our photography meeting for the whole day yesterday." Chase said looking at me. OH NOW HE'S TALKING. "I never knew you're into photography." Mom said, looking back at me. "yea-yeah. i do." I laughed awkwardly.
"where are you going?" Mom asked. "im going out with lauren, madi and avani." i said. "do you need any ride dear? chase can give y-" Tamora said as she walk out from her office to the dining tabel. "Actually Tamora. Its fine." I said glaring at Chase.
A few minutes later, i heard a car pulled up. "I guess that's my ride." I said, grabbing my bag. "Take care!" Mom exclaimed. "I will." I said before i shut the door.
"omg girl! i miss you!" Avani exclaimed as u get in. Madi hugged me immediately. "i miss you both too." I laughed. "to the mall we go." Lauren yelled and we all exclaimed hooray. But little do they know that sick feeling of mine never left.
We went into every shop in the mall. It was fun and enjoyable. I do have fun after all the shits happen to me.
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username- i miss y'all on tour*sobs* madimonroe- we'll be touring again! don't worry:)) load more comments... Now, we're chilling at chick fil a. "that was so much fun!" Avani exclaimed. "I will miss you guys so much!" Madi cried. Avani and Madi are schooling at Greenwich High. So we don't see each other that much. "we'll miss you guys too." Lauren cried. Then i caught my phone vibrated. "right sar?" lauren asked. Anthony texted me. "uh-uh right." I startled. "What happened?" Madi asked. "Anthony texted me." I said. "What about?" Avani asked. I showed them the text.
antbear❤️- i miss you antbear❤️- meet me pls. me- fine where? antbear❤️- my place? me- okay. antbear❤️- i love u xx me- ilyt <3
"Are you sure you wanna meet him?" Lauren asked. "This is my onlu chance to know why he's avoiding me." I shrugged. "If that's the case, we're going with you." Avani smiled. "Thanks guys." I smiled.
We're on our way to Anthony's. The sick feeling of mine starting to get worse. I feel dizzy, noxious and i want to faint so bad. "hey, you okay?" Lauren asked as she looks at me from the front mirror while driving. "yeah, im good." I faked.
We pulled up in front of Anthony's house. He don't answer my texts and calls. Maybe he's phone is charging. Luckily i have a key to access in. I walk in with avani, madi and lauren behind me.
"Anthony?" I called for him. I heard banging sounds came from upstairs. "We should get out. This place gives me chills." Madi said. I didn't bother it. I went upstairs follow where the bang sound from. Its from Anthony's room. "oh no, what's happening in there?" Avani cried.
I threw the door open and saw Anthony was under...
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author's note:- im sorry i leave y'all hanging. but this book is getting intense. a few of following chapters will contain some trigger things such as blood, suicide and etc. if you have those kind of issues, please stop reading but if you still wanna read, go on. i warned you. i hope y'all enjoy this intense chapter. don't forget to vote. love y'all <3.
