The Social Worker // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

The next morning , I'm woken up by the nurses who remind me to take medication , once I've taken it , I was told I have visitors.

Rosé and Jisoo.

"I'm mad at you , but I had to check if you were okay , but I hate you" Rosé crosses her arms , how adorable is she sometimes.

"I'm mad at you for being mad at me" I shout back which results into Jisoo shaking her head

"Can you explain what happened?" Jisoo interrupts us

"Nothing major guys , I was just my appendix was playing up so it got removed surgically , I'm fine now , I'll be able to go home tomorrow" I sigh

"What do you mean it isn't a big deal? I heard it's fucking painful" Rosé sits on my bed as she argues with me , her eyebrows are furrowed and I know Jisoo and Rosé care about me a lot , it's just that I didn't want this, I don't want that weird affectionate shit. It's awkward for me.

"It was , but I'm better now , I've healed , I'm sorry okay guys , I know I should of told you guys but I was just worried that you guys would freak out and I'm sorry again" I sigh as i practically whine

"Fine we'll leave it , but if you ever fucking hide something like this from us again , you are getting exposed to Lisa"

Oh my god anything but that.

I can't tolerate Lisa's compliments , or how she makes me blush so fucking stupidly , I literally heat up like a stupid virgin when she's around me , and I shouldn't.

I am PROFESSIONAL.

I've said that so many times.

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Literally the next day I'm discharged from the hospital and back at my house , Jisoo and Chae dropped me off back home and came to visit with Ella , even though Ella wasn't supposed to be in my house , we told her it was Jisoo's other house , I know it's bad to lie to her but I can't lose my job.

Either way us four spent time together and I didn't even check my phone because I was too scared of seeing Lisa's message.

Why the fuck am I even scared? i shouldn't be scared and I shouldn't let her be worried about me.

Whilst Rosé and Jisoo and Ella and I are eating I put my plate down to check my phone.

34 miss calls from Lisa

I checked my text messages and it was fair to say she was mad at me.

Lisa: if you don't answer your phone within 3 more days I'm telling your boss you snogged me

Jennie : you kissed me first Mrs Manoban , shut up

I feel so much more relieved since I opened my phone and got her message , I don't know what , but a sudden gush of happiness bursted through me , I really missed her.

I shouldn't miss her , what the fuck am I doing.

Lisa: but I don't care , we have CCTV in my bakery , I could always switch up the settings

Jennie : you wouldn't would you

Lisa : I would , I don't think your very nice

Jennie: Y

Lisa : well first of all u left my ass shit scared about your whereabouts , then your in the hospital , you aren't telling me why your in the hospital and it's making me more mad

Jennie : it's not a big deal I had my appendix removed that's it

Lisa : why isn't it a big deal?

Jennie: because it's over now , I'm healing , I'll be back to work completely next week

Lisa: so you think that's okay?

Jennie: Your forgetting I'm just your social worker

Lisa : just my social worker?

Jennie : listen let's just leave it okay

Lisa: why are you so bratty I don't understand

Jennie ; excuse me??

Lisa: you literally know I've been spending these days with you and it hasn't been a social worker rl , it's been more and you know that

Jennie: I didn't even tell Chae or Jisoo

Lisa: yet they are in the hospital and stop brushing off my fucking last message , you know that we've had more of a relationship stop being a chicken

Jennie ; a chicken? this is my fucking job , you are married Lisa

Lisa : You didn't care that I was married when you were kissing me in my shop

Jennie : I know that was my mistake , can we forget about this

Lisa: and what if I told your boss you kissed me huh ? Do you think he's gonna care about who initiated it or will he care that I was on top of you and you didn't stop it huh? Social worker relationship my ass

Jennie : lol okay tell him

Lisa : maybe I will

Jennie : good

Lisa read ✔️ ✔️

Even though I didn't want Lisa to tell him I felt so angry with her , I'm angry with myself , what the fuck is going on in my head. Why am I so upset about this argument.

A foolish argument , when I know she cares about me , I want her to care about me , I want her here with me.

"Jennie you haven't touched your rice? It's probably gone cold" Jisoo stops my thoughts

"Oh I've lost my appetite , does Ella want some ice cream?" I smile as I squeeze her cheeks

"Yes nini , I want bubblegum flavour" she jumps up and down.

I take her hand and walk to my freezer.

When I give Ella the icecream she smiles and hugs me and she reminds me of Lisa so much , just her giggle and her smile , it made me miss Lisa so much.

Now we just had our first proper argument , I admit I was wrong in some parts but she was also wrong.

I know I'm stubborn sometimes but even if it's a little argument or if it's big , Lisa's threatened me , but I still miss her.

Don't cry Jennie , you don't cry over little things.

Fuck Lisa has me so emotional , everything is her fault , fucking Lisa Manoban , so beautiful who just spreads her infectious smile , get out of my fucking head.

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I keep checking my phone in the middle of the night , I know I shouldn't but I kept getting the hope Lisa has calmed down and she would message me.

I don't know when but I fall into a deep slumber with Lisa on my mind.