The Social Worker // JENLISA

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LISA POV

The next morning I'm awake , at work and the business is doing so well , we've been called one of the best bakery's in town and even though I've had such a big success my hearts just so broken I don't even feel a slight bit of excitement.

After picking Ella up from school I take her to Irene's , Irene's mom is there and I sit on the couch as I help Ella with her homework.

"Mommy wheres Nini today?" Ella whispers to me and I feel the nerves build through me

"I don't know , listen Ella from now on you won't be able to see her anymore" I sigh

"What? What do you mean mommy? Why not?" Ella sits up and drops her pen

"Ella calm down" I sigh

Then Irene and her mom turn

"BUT MOMMY SHE SAID FOR ME TO BE A GOOD GIRL AND I HAVE , does she not love me anymore?" Ella sobs

"I didn't do anything bad mommy I really didn't , she always tells me to be good for mom and I do mommy but even Nini stopped loving me like mom has" she sobs hard this time and I sigh as I pull her into my arms and hug her tight

"No it's not because she hates you Ella , it's because she has to save more children , she can't come around anymore okay , but she loves you a lot" I try to comfort her and Irene looks at me with concern , we've never seen Ella cry so hard.

"Ella baby I don't hate you at all" Irene's eyes water as she looks at Ella

"You made Nini scared to see me and now she hates me" Ella storms off upstairs in a fit and I take a deep breath before I run my hands through my hair , Ella's never spoke to irene like that or anyone , that's how we know she's extremely hurt.

"Give her some time , I'll go comfort her" Irene's mom says as she follows Ella

"You and Jennie over?" Irene asks me

"Yeah" I whisper as I try not to break down.

"You okay?" Irene asks me

"I have never been okay" i bite my lip hard to contain my tears and this time irene looks at me with guilt.

"I'm sorry" she whispers

"Don't apologise , it's too late , too much damage has been done , I found the cure to all my heart break and you made effort to destroy my life whilst being divorced from me and whilst being married to me , fuck you honestly fuck you and your big girl EGO that you have and your weird obsession with trying to be better than Jennie" I sigh as I walk out the door and slam the door and walk to my car.

I drive to the local bar and sit there as I take shots and shots and I didn't realise I had drunk called bambam and told him where I was because him and Ten dragged me out of the club and forced me home.

"LISA GET A FUCKING GRIP DUDE" Ten shouts as he throws me on the bed

"Is this Lisa's phone call her god damn phone" Bambam says to ten as he hands the phone , I just lay there out of my fucking mind.

"Hello?" It's a man's voice

"WHO THE FUCK" I shout as I take the phone

"Who's speaking?" The man shouts

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?" I shout

"I'm from the social services , are you trying to get through to Jennie?" He asks

Why has she given her phone to another colleague , she's really going all out.

"Where is she?" Ten says

"Jennie Kim doesn't work in this branch anymore , so if you tell me your name and the name of your child I could tell you which social worker will be taking over" the man kindly says

"Where has she gone?" I snatch the phone , The fuck please do not tell me she has left the country I don't know what the fuck I'll do , just knowing she isn't near my bakery is killing me.

"I'm sorry ma'am I'm not allowed to disclose this kind of information" the man responds

"If you don't tell me I'm gonna shove my foot down your fucking throat" I growl

"Yeah um I'm gonna have to go , have a good day ma'am" the man hangs up

She's just fucking gone?

So quickly she left?

I deserve it , I won't even chase after her , hell fucking no , she deserves someone better than me.

I'm too insecure for someone as perfect as her.

Fuck it I can't just let it go

I run to my car and tell Ten where she stays and he drives to her house , all I do is bang down her door hard as hell.

"OPEN THE DOOR JENNIE I KNOW YOUR FUCKING IN THERE" I growl

"Excuse me fuck girl , she's not here , I have her house keys" her neighbour says from behind

The fucking Hani woman.

"Give then to me" I respond

I don't believe her , Jennie must of told her not to let me in.

"I was told not to give it to anyone , Jennie won't be back for quite a long time , she isn't in the country so I advise you to to just let it be" the girl nods as she walks back into her house.

She isn't in the country? Where the fuck could she be?