2020 journal

april 12, 2020

12:15 p.m.

i meant to write the day i committed, but !!!! i committed to usc!!!! i'm so so excited. i finished the housing application last night, and now i'm on a hunt for a roommate. i've also been trying to learn as much as i can about the airmen of troy. i'm really nervous about starting afrotc. it's so crazy how it's real now. i'm officially going, and it's not just theoretical anymore. been watching college videos all weekend. i'm also really excited to vlog and film and just document my college years or whatever.

this year, i don't think my family plans to visit campus before i go just because of the whole coronavirus thing. so it's gonna be a little scary and nerve racking to go off into la on my own. hopefully my roommate's family will be there and they are willing to help me if i need? idk we'll see. i was lowkey freaked out about it for a hot minute until my brother was like "dude, just fly in with a carry on a checked bag, set up your p.o. box, then we'll ship over some boxes." and wowoww i was so relieved. ngl for a minute i was like o shit i'm just gonna be a homeless college student bumming around with a bunch of boxes and no help. yikes.

also, today would have been my 2 year anniversary.. so kinda feeling sad today. it's okay, i'm just trying to keep my mind off it.