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Ah...

Another day...here....in this house....

The second your alarm went off you were out of bed and sitting at your study desk staring into the mirror while brushing your hair, the bristles doing little to tame your bed head.

I wonder what Minnie was using to make my hair so pretty...

I need to get one of those.

Tugging on your familiar pale colored turtle neck and long skirt you make your way down the stairs with your backpack strapped on you, the fresh unflavored rice sitting in a bowl on the table.

I'm starving.

Quickly snatching the bowl off the counter and shove the bland rice in your mouth as fast as you can before your mother enters the kitchen and blares something rude about your eating habits.

I've never appreciated bland rice so much in my entire life.

I'm so hungry...

After you finish the bowl you quickly wash it out and flick your eyes over to your mother's elegant form swishing through the house, her judging eyes gazing at you with satisfaction.

"Goodmorning Mother."

"Ah, Goodmorning dear. Your lunch is already packed for you in the refrigerator."

Lovely...more bland rice.

"Oh and after you get home your father and I are having a few more friends over so I hope we won't get in the way of your studying."

Because that's what you're worried about, bothering me.

You aren't passive aggressively telling me I'll be up in my room all night long again.

Oh well...I have my pretty dress that lightens my mood...

A small smile nudges it's way onto your lips as you open the fridge and shove the paper bag into your backpack, your eyes darting over to your father who enters the kitchen with his nose shoved in his phone.

"Goodmorning Father."

"Mm."

Well...that's more than I usually get.

Making your way out of the house you take a moment to look out into the fresh air and try your best to lighten your own mood, the driver waiting for you at the bottom of the stairs grabbing your attention with a loud honk.

The same thing...every single day.

I get in the car.

I go to school.

I somehow get tortured by Ella and her weird friends.

Then I come home and spend endless hours by myself in my room with a textbook in front of me.

Always the same...never anything different...

..........................

"Oh come on Y/N...try to be in a slightly better mood! Come on wasn't the party so much fun?!"

"Y-Yeah Minnie...it was...it's just hard going back home after something like that."

Dropping your lunch bag on the table in the campus public cafeteria you pull out the bowl of rice waiting for you and allow your eyes to gaze over to Jimin, who sits at the table oddly staring at his hand.

Wow...he's so beautiful...

"Hello? Earth to Y/N?"

"S-Sorry Minnie!"

Quickly snatching your gaze away from the boy across the cafeteria you look back at Minnie who checks her makeup in her tiny mirror, her perfect lips thinner into a line of agitation.

"So like I was saying, that guy at the party? I gave him my number so we could like get together right? He still hasn't called me! Can you believe that?!"

"I don't see why he wouldn't call you."

"Right? Honestly I'm not happy like this happens every single time I go to one of Jimin's stupid parties. I was even wearing my best dress."

You smile softly recalling the memory of Jimin's comment about Minnie's party attire, your cheeks turning pink remembering looking back at him sitting on his bed with the strange set of emotions swirling in his eyes.

Mmm...I miss him...

"No I cannot believe it!"

"Ella just calm down you know what you were getting in to!"

"Well I didn't know Jimin would act like that, with me of all people! I can't believe he would throw me away for some random skank in a red dress!"

Red dress?

Your eyes snap up and widen at the same time as Minnie's when Ella and her crew of girls walk by your table and completely ignore you, your body feeling like electricity coursing through your veins.

"He didn't even call me after that! He came downstairs and said the party was over! I tried to talk to him once everyone left but he shoved me out the door!"

"Did you by any chance see the girl?"

"No...she had her disgusting face shoved in his neck like the whore she is! Honestly I couldn't believe he would choose her over me!"

"Wait a second..."

Your gaze nervously shifts to Minnie as she closes her makeup bag and looks at you with wide eyes, her voice now lowering to a whisper.

"Red dress?! Y/N was that you?!"

"I-I...Um.."

"Did Park Jimin choose you?!"

"U-Um...Y-Yeah...he did..."

Although I didn't have my face in his neck at my own choice...he did that when she walked in and opened the door....

Minnie's entire face contorts with shock when she moves to sit beside you and looks around to make sure no one is paying attention, your hands now shaking in your lap.

"Y/N...did you really sleep with Jimin?"

"Um...yeah...he...he said I was the prettiest girl at his party.."

"Oh my god! I...I mean honestly no offense I know you're gorgeous but I had no idea Jimin would choose you...guess I am a miracle worker after all..."

"H-He was really sweet though...I practically had to force myself out of his room to go get you.."

"So that's how you made it upstairs....huh....damn girl...you got the hottest guy on campus tied around your finger just for walking in his party. Did he recognize you?"

"N-No...how would he?...I look like this now..."

"Damn...if you could dress normal Ella wouldn't even have any clout on this stupid campus, you'd take out the whole place."

Giving your best friend a tender grin you allow your eyes to linger back over to Jimin who keeps looking down at his hand until the boy beside him hits his shoulder and jolts him out of his thoughts, his ears turning a light shade of red.

Hey wait...

I recognize his friend...

He's from the party too...they must be best friends...

I wish I could tell you who I am...so that maybe...just maybe...

I could have a small place in your heart...

(A/N): The outpour of encouragement I've gotten already for this book is enough to make my heart like do a backflip :') Thank you guys, I know this is a tad different from the stories I usually write and honestly 2 months ago I had the idea but I was too afraid to start writing it :') but I wanted to post it because without exploring other genres and stories to write I couldn't grow as a writer! So thank you 💜 I can't do this without you guys 💜