Ugh...
I don't feel good...
Quietly buttoning up the back of your now pretty tight skirt you sheepishly look in the mirror and out towards the living room where Jimin laces his expensive sneakers, his eyes not even moving to give you a glance.
Okay Y/N...this is your first day going to classes without being at home...you can do this...
We can do this..
Pulling every ounce of confidence you can you quietly make your way out into the living room where Jimin stands up and looks down at you, his cat like eyes sending you a sharp glare.
"Look. Since you're living here I'm going to lay down some ground rules."
Ground...rules?
"First off, Dont talk to me or even look at me in school."
"But-"
"No. We are not friends and I don't want people thinking that you and I are close in any way. I have a reputation to keep up with that you definitely don't fit into."
I don't...fit?...
"Second, anything that you want as far as food is YOUR responsibility. I'm not paying for you to live here so get your own shit with your own money."
"You established that already."
"I'm just making it clear."
Looking up into Jimin's hateful eyes you swallow hard and pull your heavy backpack onto your shoulder, a small lump beginning to form in your throat.
Gosh...
"Third, Jungkook is MY friend and my friend only, I don't need you mingling in on my friend."
Is...is he crazy?...
Why would I want his friend?...
"Lastly, when I have company over, stay in your room. I don't want anyone knowing that you're staying here and spreading it around the school, again-"
"You have a reputation to keep up yeah you've said that."
At this point you can feel the tears beginning to well in your eyes so you look down and watch his feet pad across the carpet of the apartment to grab his keys, the smug expression on his face enough to make you sick.
"Bye then."
"Wait, aren't you going to give me a ride?"
"Why would I do that?"
"Because it takes an hour to walk from here to the school...I can't walk that far and make it."
"Leave earlier?"
"Really? You can't just give me a ride to school? I'm pregnant."
"You-"
Crossing your arms over your chest you watch Jimin grit his teeth and throw the door open in obvious anger, his voice lowering to a sickly sweet condescending tone.
"After you then princess."
....he's so mean....
Trying your best to keep your head held high you stalk out of the apartment and walk down the stairs where Jimin follows quickly behind you, his hand slamming the passengers door shut when you try to open it.
"Nuh uh. You get in the back."
In the..
"Why what's wrong with-"
"You ride in MY car you follow MY rules. Get in the back or walk yourself to school."
Sighing I'm defeat you open the back car door and slide into the expensive leather seat and set your backpack beside you, your lower lip beginning to quiver.
All I asked for was a ride...I'm starting to think I should have walked...but I don't want to hurt my little baby...
Carefully rubbing your belly as you click your seatbelt your body jolts in shock when Jimin shifts the car and takes off driving fast, his jaw still tight with agitation and anger.
Am I really that bad?...
I didn't think he would be this mad about me living with him...it's only for a month...
Why does he have to be so mean to me?...
................................
"Alright, get out."
Looking around at the empty road in front of you Jimin looks back at you with an arrogant smirk, his finger pressing the button in the door to unlock the car.
"But we aren't at the school yet..."
"I literally told you that I didn't want you to even speak to me at school why the hell would I want people to see you getting out of my car?"
"I...h-how far away is the school?"
"It's around the corner now hurry up and get out before someone sees you and spreads it around campus."
Looking up at Jimin in light shock you shakily collect your bag and step out onto the empty sidewalk, Jimin's car racing away from you the second the door clicks shut.
He really...kicked me out of the car...because he doesn't want to be seen with me...
Is it because of how I dress?...
Looking down at your thick sweater and skirt that reaches your ankles you begin walking down the concrete sidewalk, your legs still slightly sore from walking so much in the days before.
How does someone even get a job?
I need a job to have food...but my baby needs food...
How would I get there?
Do I need to walk?
The city isn't too far from Jimin's apartment...I guess I could try to find somewhere there to work...I'm a college student so maybe a small restaurant would want some part time help...
I need to start buying some baby things too...save up some money for when I actually have my baby...
Okay...after school I'll leave and try to go find a job somewhere...my baby can't be without food and good nutrition.
I'll even check a book about nutrition out of the library so I know what to eat...since..I don't really know much about food....
But I'll learn...it's kind of like school...you just have to study it...I'll find some recipes...
Turning the corner to where the students bustle and hang out at the front gates you hug your backpack close to your chest, a sudden feeling of loneliness encasing your entire being.
I'm kind of scared...I hope I can be good to my body for my baby to grow in...I'll just have to do my best...and make my baby my top priority..who cares about me really...all I care about is my baby...
Yeah...my baby...because no matter what someone does to me...they can't hurt my baby.
(A/N): Omg I feel like all my chapters are SO awkward.
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