Little Tsukishima

Chapter 13: Headspace

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Tsukki was still curled up on Yamaguchi's chest, looking the most relaxed he had been in weeks, it was so perfect Yama almost never wanted it to end. He was fairly sure Tsukki was falling into headspace at this point, which must have been such a relief to both him and his body.

Slight problem though, Yamaguchi had never really looked after a little by himself before, sure maybe he'd babysat for a few of his mom's friend's littles but that didn't compare to having an actual little of your own, but he made a promise to Tsukki, and he was going to keep it.

"Hey, Tsukki do you want to go to bed? I think some sleep would be good for both of us" Yamaguchi asked,

"... okay".

Now Yama was definitely sure Tsukki was in headspace now, which made Yama's stomach twist in all kind of funny ways.

"Alright then" the caregiver tried to get up but was held down by a whining little.

"Feeling a little clingy huh? Well, I would be perfectly happy to indulge you, but first I need to get up" Tsukki glared at him obviously trying to seem angry, but landed quite firmly in the territory of adorable, "Fine".

Tsukki eventually rolled off Yamaguchi's chest flopping down onto the other side of the sofa, "Thank you very much". Yama got off the sofa and looked back to the little guy sitting behind him "Are you going to get up or am i going to have to carry you" he just looked at me with big, innocent eyes and stuck his thumb in his mouth.

Tsukki seemed surprisingly deep in headspace, but if you've been suppressing a headspace for so long it would make sense for your brain completely let go, Yama supposed. "I wonder how old your headspace is, huh bud" Yama wondered aloud, not really expecting an answer, "I guess I'm carrying you then". He gathered Tsukki into his arms, resting the little on his hip, praising biology to the high heavens for giving caregivers enhanced strength. "You good there, bud",

"Mmm",

"Glad to hear".

Yamaguchi wondered into the spare room Tsukki was supposed to be staying in and tried to lay him down on the bed. Key word 'tried', the little seemed glued to Yama's neck with the force he was clinging on with. "You have to sleep Tsukki, please?" Tsukki ignored Yama's words in favour of burying his face in the other boy's neck.

"Why don't you want to sleep Tsukki" Tsukki hadn't had a goodnight's rest in such a long time, one would think the little would be desperate for sleep.

"Don't want you to leave" that... wasn't what Yama had been expecting.

"Do you want to sleep with me then?"

"Mmm"

"Okay then, let's go" he said, setting off to his own room.

"Happy now bud? Can you just stay here a sec so I can change into my PJ's" Yama said as he laid down Tsukki on his bed (with success this time)

"Mmm"

"That your way off saying yes now?"

"Mmm" a beautiful smile spread across Tsukki's face as he burst into a fit of giggles, it was, to say the least, absolutely endearing.

Yamaguchi changed into his pyjamas before crawling into the bed beside Tsukki.

"Good night Tsukki"

"G'nigh Yama". Little Suki could possibly be the sweetest thing in the world in Yama's opinion. He hoped big Tsukki wouldn't react to badly to his first experience in headspace, there were so many wonderful things that came with being little and Yamaguchi couldn't wait to show Tsukki them all.

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Sappy i know, but what the heck. Hope you enjoyed this chapter of my crappy writing skills see ya next time for more little Tsuki, lots of angst and tears and me trying to figure out what the hell i am doing (we may never know), See ya.