❝It's time to let love overwhelm me.❞
Dark Brown hair, a cute face, and eyes that pierce through your heart. Ivan John Anderson had it all. Except love. He always felt that a part of him was missing, a void that nothing or no one can ever fill.
Haze...
peripeteia. (n.) a sudden on unexpected reversal of circumstances; the point of no return.
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As cliche as it sounds I felt sparks and fireworks shoot out as he kissed me. His lips were soft and pressed hard on my lips, moving fast with an intention. His one arm wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to his chest and the other went into my hair, lightly brushing through them. His lips embraced mine, demanding response. Shiver after shiver ran down my spine. I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him closer deepening the kiss. I felt his tongue asking for permission to explore my mouth. Without hesitation I opened my mouth as he instantly slipped his tongue in.
The kiss was turing into a heated one and I was trying my best to suppress my moans. I can't show him he has a affect on me. His kiss was causing butterflies exploding my stomach. Forget butterflies I felt like kangaroos was jumping in my stomach. His kiss made me feel numb.
Yeah this was definately one of the best kisses I've ever had.
His lips were on mine, hard, urgent, fervent, consuming and dominating all my senses. I kissed him back with equal fervor.
I was on fire and I knew he was too because he was kissing me with everything in him and so was I.
It was passionate.
It was lustful.
It was perfect.
Unfortunately, we both were in desperate need of air so we pulled away, my arms still locked around his neck, his still glued to my waist.
We stared at each other for a moment before he rested his forehead against mine. My heart became more steady and so did my shaking hands before I diverted my gaze to my bare feet.
He removed one hand from my waist, placing his thumb and index fmger underneath my chin, tilting my face back towards his. His lips were on mine once again he was kissing me and I couldn't get enough.
Slowly we both pulled away again. I could feel how swollen my lips were. I could also feel how erect my nipples were.
Oh Good Lord.
"You're so beautiful." Ivan spoke regaining my attention. I smiled for a second but then decided that if I wanted to confess, this was the perfect moment. I took a deep breath in, trying to find some nerves to say the next few words I wanted to say.
"I like you Ivan. I mean, you're just so cute so adorable. I like you alot actually. You're sweet and not what I expected. I guess I'm just trying to say I like you. Like like like you. Like-like you know what I'm trying to say right?" I shut my mouth close and bit my lip so hard that I think it was bleeding.
Why did I say that. Most importantly why did I say it like that. And why did I say like that much. Oh My God. He totally think I'm weird now. I should really not be allowed to talk anymore.
I expected him to laugh or cringe but not even once did I expect him to smile.
He's so cute. Not now Hazel.
"Yeah I get you. I like you too Hazel. I like you alot. And I mean how can I not. You're literally perfect. Everything about you makes me crazy." He nuzzled into the curve of my neck and I'm pretty sure he just sniffed me.
"Fuck Ivan." I gasped softly loving the feel of his touch on my skin. So soft, I could feel so many things in my stomach, my heart and well down there too.
I need holy water.
All of a sudden Ivan detached himself from me, an excited smile gracing his cute face.
"Will you go on a date with me?" He asked nervously, I couldn't help but giggle and nodding my head several times before kissing him on his nose.
I just couldn't resist.
I didn't know much about dating, relationships or romance. I read about these things alot, but novels and real life were two different things. I mean sure the butterflies, the happiness spilling through me and the cheesiness of the situation was similar to those in the books but what about the rest? I felt the panick rise and my mind went into a turmoil. Gone was the happy feeling, gone were the butterflies- I was scared now. Ivan could feel the nervousness pouring inside of me, I know because the next thing I know he was reassuring me.
"Hey don't overthink it so much. I know it's scary but i really want to give this a chance. I want take the leap. I want to take things slow and make this work. And well, a wise man once said, "If you're not scared then you're not taking a chance. If you're not taking a chance then what the hell are you doing anyway?""
Despite the turmoil, I couldn't help but smile. His words were reassuring, it made me feel better. It made me blush and grin like a crazy person too.
"Who is this wise man?" I asked biting my lips trying not to smile anymore and be serious. Or atleast try to be serious.
"Teddy Westside." Ivan answered with a teasing smile.
"Teddy what?" I asked with a confused expression. Ivan looked at me with disbelief, his eyes wide open.
"YOU DON'T KNOW TEDDY WESTSIDE?" He screamed making me flinch slightly.
"Shit im so sorry Hazel-" I cut him off, "Dude it's okay you just took me my surprise. I've never seen you scream lol."
"Yeah, I'm sorry I am a little sensitive about teddy westside. He's a character from my favourite show, how I met your mother. His name is Ted and he's like my comfort character. So yeah I could get a little too hyped up about it."
"That's okay, I completely understand. I mean I can't even let a day go bye without talking about how hot the men in vampire diaries are. I mean like seriously they're Greek Gods sent from heaven. I can never stop talking about it because it's literally the best. THE BEST." I exhaled taking a deep breath in.
Ivan chuckled looking at me with adoration and gave me a wide smile, like it was indication for me to continue.
So I did. I continued talking about my crazy obsession with the vampire diaries. He even started asking questions and participated in the conversation telling me about his initial feelings for the characters. And not even once did his face show a glimpse of disinterest or irritation.
Even if I did not know it untill now, I have been waiting for this person forever.
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A/N- THEY KISSED OMG YAY! I know this chapter is kinda cringey (I wrote it half asleep forgive me lol) I'll be updating more often and if you have any thoughts oplease do share <3
