Secret Love

chapter 31

I woke up the next morning  just to find Jay sleeping on his side, his head supported by his hand staring at me. He leaned in and kissed my forehead.

" Morning ,my love," he said his fingers tracing my ear, as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear.

" Good morning to my handsome boyfriend, " I said as i pulled his face into mine and kissed his soft lips. He kissed me back hard, his hands holding my face and I instantly came alive.

I pulled away a few seconds later , before I started  getting all excited and wanting more.

"This is the best way to wake up, I swear i can do this forever, " Jay said smiling.

" Well, we might as well cancel all our plans and stay here for a life time," right? "

He looked up to me and his bright smile  shined in the room.

" I really want to kiss you again," Jay said . His eyes wandered to my lips.

" You know you can..there's nothing stopping you."

"I'd rather not. I don't want to get carried away and not be able to stop. "

" What if I don't want you to stop?" I said  biting my lips and staring into his eyes. His eyes shone with excitement and I could tell my words affected him.

" You better stop doing that. "

" What? "

" Saying things that make me want to kiss the hell out of you! "

" Okay, but I need to ask you something."

" Okay, What? "

" Why did you reject me the other night in your room? Don't you want to make love to me. "

He sat up  on the bed and took both of my hands." You don't know how badly I want that, but we still have a lot of time for that and, I want you to be ready. "

" But, I am ready. I love you and I want you to be my first. Am sorry for sounding desperate, but am scared Jim will have his way with me," I said looking down on the bed but he tilted up my chin in so i could look at him.

" You want to do this for all the wrong reasons. I swear when the time is right, 🎶I'll make love to you, like you want me to and I'll hold you tight baby all through the night......,🎶 " Jay started singing the boys II men song making me smile from ear to ear.

" What a voice you have, huh?  At least I got to have my own private show, "I said giggling.

" For you, anytime, " he said lifting my hands up to his mouth and kissing them.

" Am so happy that I've been given eyes to see the sun and Blooming flowers,  and the heart to love the most fantastic person I know, " I said and Jay gave me a weird look raising his eyebrows.

" That's so sweet, but  you should have told me to come prepared with my own vows ," Jay said smiling as i pushed him playfully with my elbow smiling back.

" I read it once in a novel and promised myself that I was definitely going to say it to the person I fell in love with, which happens to be you."

" I loved it, now let's go before we are late to the hospital, " Jay said as we got out of bed and walked out of the room.

Ethan was on his phone in the kitchen leaning up against the counter, when we got there and I guessed Dad was already gone.

" Did you know that Jay asked Dads permission to spend the night? It was really funny, I couldn't stop laughing! " Ethan said smiling as we were having breakfast.