Secret Love

chapter 12

I woke up in a dark room my head throbbing in pain and my whole body ached to. I tried to sit up only to realise that I had been tied up on a bed. My hands and feet had been tied tightly and I was only hurting myself when I tried twisting them to set myself free. I layed in the shadow staring into the darkness trying to recall how I got here and then remembered that I was kidnapped outside my house.

My entire body trembled as i continued trying to set myself free but nothing happened.The possibility of what could happen to me made me want to cry. Why would anyone do this to me? I haven't wronged anyone.

Alone with my thoughts and not knowing my own fate i layed there in silence for a few minutes.I twisted around until I saw a shadow seated at the end of the room. I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me but the shadow moved standing up.

It was the faint figure of a person with something in their hand that looked like a gun. I was in total shock and could feel my body becoming even more stiffer. I wanted to say something but I couldn't talk. I was just too frightened and frozen to even move.I could see the figure moving towards me and I was really starting to sweat now.

"Who are you and why are you keeping me here?what do you want from me" I asked as I finally gained my voice back.

The figure just stood there in the dark unmoving.

"Who are you....? I shouted. Please just let me go. "

The figure turned around moving  a little and turned the lights on. It took me a few seconds to get used to the brightness and then I looked around. I couldn't see the persons face yet because he was still facing the wall. I was in an empty room with only the bed  and some chairs in it. The guy turned and I couldn't believe what was I was seeing.

Jim!!! What is happening right now? !

" I have been trying to get your attention, " he said walking towards me with no expression on his face.

"Jim!," I said still in shock and not really sure of what was happening.

"Yes it me,suprise.....,he said with a smirk as he came closer.

"What's  happening? Why do you have me here? "I asked almost whispering. I think i was loosing my voice again.

"You are here because I want you all to myself sky. You never give me any time of day with you. You think you are to good for me ha?  he asked through gritted teeth.

"I was always honest with you Jim. You can't force me to love you by kidnapping me. You have to move on and hope you find someone else. That's what normal people do," I said.

"Am not a normal person sky. I've not been normal for a long time all because of you family, " he said to my face almost shouting.

"What the hell are you talking about? what does my family have to do with this? I asked getting more confused than I was.

"Your dad destroyed mine sky, I am an orphan all because of your father.He ruined my life and I am going to destroy yours, " he said laughing.

"What do you mean? "

"OK sky, let me make you understand. Your father stole my dads first wife,who is your mother from him. My dad moved on and married my mum but he was still in love with your mother . My dad was arrested   18 years ago for  apparently kidnapping your mother and my mom wasn't in her right mind after that. she committed suicide when I was only three years old. I have been in so many foster homes until I was adopted by my current parents. If your Dad dint send mine to prison my mom would still be alive and my family would be whole, " he said as he strokes his fingers through my hair.

"Am sorry about what happened to you but my dad isn't to blame. I know him and he wouldn't do that to anyone, " I said.

"You know at first I was really after you just for revenge but then I fell for you. I was actually willing to move on and forget my revenge but you never even looked at me," he said laughing low in my ear. You are just like your mother. She did the same thing to my father by not loving him back.

I dint know what to say. Jim was acting crazy and I was so afraid of what he was planning to do to me.

"I was planning of having fun with you yesterday but Jay had to come and ruin everything. Why is he always around you anyways, doesn't he have any other friends? "Anyway no one is going to stop me today, "he said climbing on top of me and sniffing my scent.

"Please Jim don't do this to me, you can still let me go and I won't say a word about this to anyone, I pleaded .

"Don't worry sky, no one is ever going to know because am never letting you go. I know it's your first time so am going to be gentle, " he said slowly lifting up my dress.

"please Jim no. Somebody help!  Help me please, " I screamed my lungs out trying my best to push him of me which was very hard with my hands all tied up. The ropes were tired firmly to the bed and I could hardly move.

"I've been waiting a very long time for this, "he said as he realised my skirt and started caressing my thighs.

Jim grabbed my dress and teared it from my body.

"You are a sight to behold. Am going to make you mine, all mine," he said biting my ear seductively.

He slid his hand down my back, grabbing me roughly and yanked me hard into his erection.

"Please Jim no, "I said sobbing hopelessly .Please dont I beg you. "

Jim ignored me and started kissing me   on the neck going down. At this moment all i could do was scream. I yelled with all my might as i struggled to get him off me twisting my body from left to right but this only got him more excited.

"Come on sky be quite. I just want us to have some fun the sooner you give in the better, " He said smirking at me while he grabbed my breast roughly letting out a moan.

This can't be happening  to me. Please God help me.

I continued yelling all kind of words that made no sense. I was in panic. This was not the way I pictured breaking my virginity . I guess this is it then. I was about to give up.

Jim slid his other arm on my back trying to pull open my bra but before he could someone suddenly knocked him off me and to the floor.

As I turned to look I saw Jim lying flat on his back, with Jay towering over him. He then leaned down to him and held him by the neck.

"I swear  to God am going to kill you..." Jay said his hand punching Jims face multiple times.

Jim pushed Jay off him and quickly took out his gun. They both stood up with Jim raising his gun and pointing it at Jays chest. Jay stood  there glancing at the gun in Jim's hand.

This day couldn't have gotten any worse, I was helpless on the bed watching the scene in front of me not able to do anything.

"Jim, please don't, I said stuttering because I was scared.

"Shut the up, "if I have to kill Jay to get to you, I'll do it without a second thought, "he said looking at me his eyes red with rage.

Jay took advantage of the distraction and kicked the gun out of Jim's hand. He grabbed him by the kneck and strangled him pushing him back down.

Jim took something from the floor and knocked Jay on the head.  Jay moved back holding his head cursing  in pain. Jim was about to take his gun again when we heard some foot steps outside.

"This isn't  over ,"he said as he ran out of the door .