After baby

Chapter 37-Tessa

I don't know why I'm crying in the car I think because my baby is gone to kindergarten "come on Tess it's ok it's only kindergarten"

"But he is not going to need me anymore"I sob "of course he will still need you"he rubs my back "he won't Emery already doesn't care for me and soon Auden is going to be like that to"

"There just growing up Tessa it's normal but even if Emery doesn't show it she does still need you she is just entering that pre teen stage"He says and I try to stop crying "ok I think I'm ok now"I wipe under my eyes "you sure"

"Ye I was just feeling emotional"

Today Auden started kindergarten and I just feel like my kids are growing up to fast and also it's 2 months until we get married these last few months have gone so fast and I have sort of been thinking that I want a 3rd child I don't really know what Hardin will think if he would like another child we talked about it before but it was a while ago so I'm not sure I'm not going to mention it now I'll wait until after the wedding

"How do you think Auden is doing"I ask nervously "Tessa you need to relax he will be fine he is only in for 3 hours you will see him soon"he tells me but I still can't stop thinking about him he isn't like Emery not afraid to put herself out there that's what I worry about he is more sensitive then her

We end up just going home I cleaned the apartment to keep myself occupied while Hardin worked until it was time to go back and collect Auden

"So what's left to plan for the wedding"he shocks me bye saying he usually says leave it up to me to decide "well everything is booked I have my first dress fitting next week and then you will have to go for a tux fitting oh and cake testing to"

"What about what Emery and Auden are wearing"

"Auden gets matching to you and Emery's dress I'm going to pick when I know what my dress is like"

"And what is your dress like"he smirks "none of your business"I tell him and himself I have ideas of the type of dress I want but nothing set in mind "and what goes under your dress a sexy lace set"

"Hardin no"I blush and he winks "excited"

"Let's go pick up our son"I say and he laughs "your funny Teresa"

"HaHa"

We walk through Auden's school I can't wait to see him we go into the classroom and he is sitting at his desk his eyes light up when he sees us "Mommy"he jumps up and runs to me "hi baby"he hugs me and we leave "so did you enjoy it"Hardin asks him "I made a friend his name is Levi he is really nice"he tells us and I'm glad he made a friends the rest of the journey home he tells us about what happened and what he did in kindergarten

"Someone's tired"Hardin says pointing to the couch and I look out and Auden is past out "today wore him out I'm glad he enjoyed it"

"Me to"he says and then my phone starts to ring "Hello"

"Is this Emery Scott's mother"

"It is why"I say and Hardin looks at me confused "Emery has been involved at a fight in school that has resulted in serious injuries we are going to need to come down"

"Of course we will be right there"I say hanging up the phone "who was that"

"Emery school she has been in a fight"

"I swear to god that girl"he huffs "wake Auden and let's go"