After baby

Chapter 58-Emery

"Oh Emery you look so gorgeous"my mom tells me as she curls my hair "so grown up"

"Mom please don't cry"my mom is the most emotional person I know she crys at anything "I won't I won't"she fans her eyes and I give her a hug "my friends are going to be here in 10 minutes"I try get out of the hug she finally let's go and we go out to the living room "wow Em"my dad says "now remember what I said"

"No alcohol,don't drink anything anyone hands you,don't talk to anyone ,no talking to boys"I mock his list of demands"

"Take it seriously Em you have to be careful"

"Do you want me to sit in the corner and talk to no one"I joke

"Well if you you can"he says and my mom seats his shoulder "Hardin...Em just have fun but remember be carful and safe call us if you need us "

"Ok I know I have to go I loves yous"I hug both of them and leave before my dad locks me in my room

"Em you look so good"my friend Ella tells me as I get in her car "thanks so do you I'm so excited"

"Me to our first high school party"

"Where's the rest of the girls"

"Olivia and Robyn are going in her car we will meet them there"

We get to the party and it's already crowded music is playing so loud "I didn't think so many people would be here"Ella says "Me either"we walk through the crowded house until we find out friends "there you guys are"Robyn and Olivia run over "let's party"Olivia shouts she has already been drinking I can smell it of her "I brought this"she pulls out a bottle of drink "hold up your cups"the girls put there's out

"I don't know if I should"I say "come on Em don't be boring just do it"she says "I don't want to"

"Boring"she says "if I don't want to do something I'm not going to fucking do it"I say and she shuts up I walk into the kitchen and get a glass of water no one fucking pressures me into doing anything "Em everyone is playing truth of dare are you playing"Elle runs in "sure"I follow her back and join the circle "rule of the game nothing is of limits"someone says "I'll go first"Dylan raises his hand "Jack truth
or dare"

"Dare"

"I dare you to kiss Olivia"he say sand he shrugs his shoulders and moves towards Olivia who happily goes through with it "that was amazing"she sits back down beside us "jack your turn now"

This game is so boring just people making out and taking shots and I'm trying to see if Lucas is here but I can't see him "Emery truth or dare"Taylor decides to ask me she knows I despise her "dare"

"I dare you to take some of this vodka"

"I'll do truth instead"

"Are you scared Emery"

"No I just changed my mind"I state through my teeth "fine is it true"she stops to think and someone whispers something in her ear "I got it is it true that your dad took your moms virginity as a bet"she says and everyone's eyes are on me

"What are you on about"

"I said is it true your dad took your moms virginity as a bet"where did she get that from I never heard that before "no"

"are you sure"

"Yes I'm sure" I spit "well that's not what it said in the book he kept the bloody sheets and the condom treated your mom like a piece of dirt I could count the list of things he did to her"That couldn't be true could it my dad would never do that "shut up Taylor"

"But don't get me wrong your mom seems a bit stuck up to me"

"What did you say"I can feel my anger boiling

"I said she seems a bit stuck up to me"she says and I try lunge at her but the girls hold me back "Ignore her Em"They whisper "I need air "we will come with you"

"No I'll be fine"I stand you and walk out the back why did I even come to this fucking stupid party ughhhhh "Scott your here"a voice startles me

"Lucas"I question it's so dark out here "ye it's me I didn't see you when did you get here"

"Not long ago"

"You sound upset are you ok"

"Have you been drinking"I ask him "no you"

"My parents would freak if I drank"

"Same with mine and you didn't answer my question"

"Annoyed at Taylor she decided to ask a stupid question playing truth or dare to annoy me"I lick some rocks on the ground

"She is annoying"he laughs "I think I'm going to go I shouldn't have came everyone is to drunk it's annoying me"I say

"I'm glad you came"

"You are"

"Ye that's why I wasn't going to come to the party and than I heard your going but when I couldn't see you I thought you didn't turn up do you want me to walk you home"

"If you want I just have to tell my friend's"I tell him and we walk inside thankfully the game of truth or dare has ended I tell my friends I'm going and they tell me to call them as soon as I'm home to make sure I'm safe "ready"he asks me and I follow him out of the house "so where do you live"

"Just a couple of blocks up like 10 minutes from here"I keep catching him looking at me and it's making me shy and I never get shy around people "here's my house here"

"Goodnight Emery"

"Goodnight Lucas"I say and he moves in "can I kiss you"he says and I nod he kisses me oh my god I am having my first kiss with Lucas this is better than I imagined he pulls me closer and wraps his hands around me and our tongues move together and than his phone starts to ring "shit"he pulls away "ye mom in fine....ok yes....I'll be home now"he hangs up "Emery I have to go but I'll hopefully we can go out sometimes"he asks "I would like that"I say

I walk inside my house and my mom and dad are sitting there "what the hell was that"my dad asks

"What was what"

"That kiss"he says and my mom smiles "I emm I didn't know you saw that"

"Well we did do you want to have sex with him"

"Dad" "Hardin"me and my mom both say at the same time "what your dad means was how was the party"

"That's not what I ment"she nudges him

"It was fine"I decided not to ask them about what Taylor said I hope what she said was a lie but a a small part of me feels like it was true I know they had a complicated past and my dad wrote a book about it but I never cared to know what was inside but I might read it just to see I'm pretty sure dad has copy's laying around "ok I'm going to go to bed"I hurry down the hall before I get interrogated even more