After baby

Chpater 79-Emery

So basically let me catch you up on the last 2 months so basically my nana died and I was in a really bad way but luckily I had Lucas he was always comforting me and than about 2 weeks ago he ask me to be his girlfriend and I said yes

Obviously my mom was so excited but my dad on the other hand acts like he is not happy with it but deep down I know he likes him

Tonight Lucas is coming over my parents are gone downtown for the night and Auden is gone to my uncle and I convinced them to let me stay home alone they don't know Lucas is coming over and tonight I think we are going to take it to the next step we have done you know some stuff but not that far but for some reason I feel like tonight we will take that step I'm not really nervous my friends have told me story's and I think I'm ready I feel ready

I hear a knock on the door and I open and it's Lucas "hey babe"he kisses me closing the door "hi...."I say between kisses "do you want to go to my room"I ask and he nods and we walk down the hall

"I'm ready" I say after a while of kissing and other things "you sure"he asks and I nod "you need to say it"

"I'm sure"I tell him and he starts opening the condom I'm doing this I'm ready "please just go slow"I say to him and smiles kissing my lips "I promise baby I will"he says and starts and I let out a little wince "are you ok"

"Ye..it's just sore"

"Do you want me to stop"

"No keep going"I tell him "god I love you"he moans

"I love you"

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"How do you feel"Lucas asks me as we lay in bed "just scared to stand up"

"Here I'll help you"he takes my hand helping me sit up the pain is actually not that bad that I thought it would be "ok so I'm actually going to go"

"Go where I thought you where staying tonight"I question him "well you know what was it 3-4 months I'm done now"

"What do you mean"my heart sinks "you know we did stuff but all I really wanted was sex"

"No no are you joking"I feel my eyes fill with tears "you remember the party and yous where all playing truth and dare well I was the one who found out about your dads book and what he did and I thought to myself what a great idea so I wanted to do it so I told some people to start the game and I knew how you would react so I waited for you so I could comfort you the only difference with your dad and me is I didn't catch feelings"

I don't even know what to say right now I feel betrayed ,disgusted I can't even speak "get out"I spit and he smirks "gladly"he walks out of my room and I hear the front door slam shut and I fall to the ground and just start crying until there's no tears left........