i love you | treasure 13th member [1]

★ v-live (euni's late night live!)

It was three days after MAMA and you weren't handling Akira's death well, no matter how hard you tried. You remembered her every day, and you cried yourself to sleep every night as you scrolled through her pictures on your phone.

You - along with Hyunsuk and Jihoon - were the ones who would constantly post on Twitter, and you couldn't do that with the way you were feeling. Fans were quick to pick up that something was wrong, and it wasn't long before they figured that something happened during MAMA.

They circulated many posts all over Twitter, showing screenshots and videos of your saddened mood during your award, and how you even cried when Yedam sang Orange. After talking with a staff member, you went live at night, deciding to talk with your fans about what happened.

It was 11 at night when you went live, and you knew the boys would be asleep, which was why you chose that odd time. You adjusted the camera, waiting for the viewers to come in, and within five minutes of staying still, there were already 20,000 people watching.

"Uh, well." You breathed out, clasping your hands. "I guess I'll start now. Hello, everyone. I am Park Eunbyul of TREASURE." You bowed in your seat, waving at the camera.

"Are you alone today?" You read the comment, nodding. "Yes, I am. It's just going to be me today, because I wanted to talk to you guys about something."

Another comment caught your eyes, and you smiled. "Are you feeling okay, Euni? You haven't been looking good these days. TEUMES are worried." You nodded again, feeling overwhelmed at the love you received. "I haven't been the best these days, but I am working on doing better. And I just want our TEUMES to not worry, because I will be fine and I will try my best to be okay."

"Well, what I wanted to tell you guys was about something that happened in MAMA. I saw many posts about TEUMES being worried about me because I didn't look well, and everyone was confused with what happened. So, I just wanted to clarify some stuff," you explained, taking a deep breath to control your feelings.

"As most of you may know, I have a pet Chow Chow called Akira. Well, Akira had been sick for the past week, and when my brother went to the vet, they said that it would be a better option for Akira to be put down because of her old age." You paused, pinching your ears to stop yourself from crying. "And my brother called me before our Rookie of the Year announcement and told me I had to bid my goodbyes to Akira."

You read the comments, trying to get your mind off the topic for a while. "Aw, Eunbyul-ah, I'm sorry to hear that. Did you cry?" You sadly smiled, nodding in response. "Yeah, I cried a lot. I couldn't help it. I thought it would be fine and I could hold it in, but I couldn't. And it was hard because most of the boys didn't know about what happened till we came back to our dorms."

"I wanted to apologise for being emotionless throughout our Rookie of the Year announcement. I had little clue about what was happening, and just blankly stared because I was still processing about what happened. Akira is as old as I am, and sadly that's the longest a Chow Chow can live. She and I have basically grown together, and she was truly my best friend."

"My uncle gave it to us right after I was born to my brother, Jihan to help him cope with our mother's death, because he was only five-years-old," you stated, playing with your fingers as your heart ached at the two topics you were sensitive with. "So, it was really hard for me and Jihan oppa to let go of Akira. And I know he is probably as wrecked as me, if not more."

"I found some pictures of Akira, and OMG, she was adorable!" You bit your lip as you saw the past tense, but took out your phone, going to your gallery to show the fans more pictures. "She was the best pet I could ever have. Here's us on my first day of nursery in Australia." You turned your phone towards the screen, focusing it so everyone could see.