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okay first off i wanna say merry christmas to those who celebrate, i hope u all had an amazing day and happy holidays!!

anyways. im sorry for not updating in a while. i bet you've noticed that ive gone from updating twice a day to every 10 days.. and i honestly dont know why.

im going through something weird. my dad has corona, but he's totally fine dw.

i know what to write for the next chapter, i have a plan for the book. so it's not like im in writer's block. ive just lost inspiration and motivation completely.

i want to WRITE so bad, but not this story. ive completely lost motivation for this, and writing it feels like a chore.

i am going to try my best to continue this book because i do not want to disappoint anyone since i do that to people irl anyways lol.

i want so badly to just start a new book, maybe a louis imagines cuz that way i can incorporate a million different ideas into it? no smut tho DUH CUZ HES A MINOR AND THATS WEIRD ASF.

i really do want to discontinue this book, but it holds such a gentle and special place in my heart and who i am. i don't want to discontinue it, but i'm not enjoying it anymore, it feels like im doing homework while writing. nonetheless, i will be continuing it but chapters will be out very rarely due to my lack of motivation and i deeply apologize for that.

to make up for it, i will be releasing a louis imagines book, so u can get some content there :) u will be able to leave suggestions or ideas of what i should write about because i will not know what to do occasionally. after or if this book ever does get finished, i might even include louis and lila imagines in that book.

i appreciate you all so so so so much and the comments you leave make me so so so so happy. i read them all before i go to bed, and even if you're mad at something that's happening in the book.. it warms my heart to see how invested u are in this story, thus why i am choosing to continue it.

you all have my heart and i truly treasure all of the readers of this book. it has some flaws and plotholes, MANY MANY plotholes. i introduced so many characters and idk what happened to them, and i feel like im focusing too much on louis and lila tbh. but ur comments help me.

alsoooo for those who might want to know: i got a poetry book called pillow thoughts for christmas, a face mask, earrings, a friends (tv show) mug w hot chocolate, a projector for my new room, and perfume :) i am not trying to brag in ANY WAY.

i love u and i will try my best to get a chapter out by tonight. im gonna start writing it right now, and i am also going to try my BEST to have a more consistent uploading schedule so i can get this book done asap. i shouldve warned yall HOW SLOW-BURNED it would be, but tbh i didnt know or plan this book out when i started.

ive been going through a bit of mental stuff and disasociation, my friends dont talk to me or invite me, my family belittles me and thinks im stupid, and other stuff and i feel like that has also kept me from uploading. but ignorance is bliss, so the longer i ignore my problems.. the better off ill be.

anyways, im truly so so so so so sorry. i love u all.

also i may be on winter break but i have A HUGE ASS FUCKING FRENCH PROJECT TO START AND FINISH THAT IS DUE IN EARLY JANUARY. I HAVE TO MAKE SLIDESHOWS, WORKSHEETS, AND MEMORIZE HOW TO SPEAK IN ENTIRE FRENCH (no english at all) . IM FUCKING FREAKING OUT AND STRESSED.

and with that i will leave with a final note: stan ariana grande, louis partridge, millie partridge, millie bobby brown, sadie sink, finn wolfhard, and dove cameron for clear skin and good grades. also have an absolutely amazing holiday season and winter break. please take care of urself and check up on ur friends, also STAY SAFE AND WEAR A FUCKING MASK OMG.

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