𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐞 {𝐆𝐢𝐠𝐢 𝐇𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐝/𝐘𝐨𝐮} ✔

C H A P T E R F O R T Y - S I X.

Things Are Going To Be...A Little Okay. 🥱

Y/n Pov.

It's been a week since I talked to Jelena and everything has been okay, to say the least. We decided on keeping everything to ourselves for now because as soon as we make things public, everything will become more hectic.

We also didn't want Damon and James to find about this because as soon as they did, things would just become worse.

Bella: "So, how have things been going between the two of you?" She asked sitting down opposite me.

Y/n: "Well, it's been okay. I still have a lot of damage control to do, vice versa. I really want to make up for the time I lost out with her and the baby." Bella smiled slowly.

Bella: "Well-" The waiter showed up at our table making us both order our drinks and food before getting back to our conversation. "As I was saying, just do the things someone would normally do," She shrugged.

Y/n: "Bella, I'm so lost when it comes to relationships so I need your help on this. What does she like? What would she want me to do?" I asked hearing her giggle and stare at me amused.

Bella: "Y/n, all the things you were doing before were exactly the things a girlfriend would do. Just be yourself and love her the way you did before this whole mess happened and trust me, everything will fall into place." I nodded wordlessly. "What's wrong?" She asked.

Y/n: "I love her, I really do and I'm scared because I don't want to mess this up. I just got her back and if I screw this up...I might lose everything and-"

Bella: "What makes you think you're going to mess this up?" She questioned.

Y/n: "I'm just-I don't know," I mumbled.

Bella: "No, you do. Y/n, don't listen to whatever Damon and James told you over the years because they don't know you like Gigi does. She loves you, Y/n and she wants a future with you. I know my sister and if she didn't want you, she wouldn't even take a second glance at you." I sipped on my coffee.

Y/n: "I know you're right but my head, it's so screwed up Bella. I've had people tell me shit for most of my life and the fact that they're cut off now is a lot to take in." Bella smiled and took my hands in hers.

Bella: "I know but you got this. Show her how much she means to you and just be yourself because the baby will love you no matter what and Gigi will too." I smiled.

Y/n: "Has Gigi-has she...mentioned anything about the baby?" Bella furrowed her eyebrows, "You know, any fears?" I whispered hoping she heard it.

Bella: "Oh, that," She bit her lip nervously, "She never brought it up and I didn't want to ask encase I upset her. But I know her, she will talk about it when she wants to but maybe you and her should talk about it." She suggested.

Y/n: "I want to talk about it because I know she must be scared but I also know that she will get angry if I do." I sighed.

Bella: "Okay, then give her some time but if she doesn't bring it up, you should. It would be best if you do," I hummed and agreed.

I enjoyed my lunch with Bella and went straight to Gigi's house, I knew she was going to finish work soon and I thought I'd do something nice for her. I went upstairs to her room and grabbed all the things I bought for her.

I wanted to further things with Gigi but I've also been scared about it because I didn't want to fuck up. I really didn't want to lose her but I also didn't want to lose her by not doing anything.

Wow, that's complicating. 

I continued to set up the candles in the bathroom and rose petals on the floor, looking at the time. She would be home any minute so I started running the bath when I heard the door open and close. I threw some rose petals in the bathtub and wiped my hands hearing her heels clicking against the floor.