Beggar // Mark Tuan

£41

I sit on the couch while thinking about what happen that day.

And what Jimin said are playing in my mind too.

"Seolmi, are you okay?" He ask as he sees me so quiet after meeting Mark just now.

"yes, I'm okay"I reply shortly.

"did he bother you? What happened just now?"

"nothing happen"

I heard Jimin let out a sigh and then we went silent again.

Right after we arrive in front of my house, Jimin called me.

"I can help you"

He said, making me confuse.

"so that Mark won't disturb you anymore"he added, after I didn't say a word.

I wait for him to say something again.

"be my partner in the event"he continue.

"Jimin, I-"

"he's going to attend too"he cut me off.

Leaning his back to his car, he continue.

"I know you refuse but, this is the only way to make him stop disturbing you"

He stop his sentence for awhile.

"by making him think that you've also forgotten about him, and you didn't wait for him"

I just stay quiet.

"you can use me, I'm okay with that"he give me a small smile, as if he's reassuring me to accept this idea.

As if he said to me that he's okay with this.

"but I don't want to cause you any trouble too, Jimin... I stayed away from both of you because i don't want to be a burden to you guys"I utter.

Jimin then come closer to me, patting my head with a grin.

"you're not a burden at all kiddo, I like you.. I like being around with you"

I purse my lips at the new nickname. He called me anything.

"I take this as a yes?"he add, as I didn't say anything.

"I need time to think about this"I said, still not sure if I have to go along or not.

"okay, tell me your answer tomorrow, I'm going"he wink and then get inside his car.

What should I do?

Should I just accept his help?

But that's mean I'm using him.

And I'm lying Mark too.

This is not right, right?

But...

I tangled my hair, not knowing what decision should I choose.

For a moment, I stay quiet.

Thinking about the best decision.

I think, I can accept Jimin's help?

I mean, I should stay away from Mark as soon as possible.

I don't think Mark will stop disturbing me anytime soon.

Mrs. Tuan had told me not to see him again.

Plus, he already has a fiancé.

He shouldn't have come to me at the first place.

What will she feels when she know that I'm disturbing her fiancé

I nod my head. This is for the best.

I grab my phone and send Jimin a message .

But as soon as I send, he read it immediately.

He sure don't have any work right now, seeing how fa-

My phone rang, indicating an incoming call.

Jimin call?

"hello sweetheart"

As soon as I accept the call.

"what are you calling me for? You can just send me a message"I tell.

"that's not fun.. I want to hear your voice"he reply, making me feel cringy.

"so, you accept my help?"he continue after I didn't give response.

"urm yes"I mumble.

"that's a good idea! Hoping to see you there real soon!"He said, sound excited.

"just for that day, just to make Mark stop hoping anymore"

"okayyy just that"

"and then, you should stop seeing me too"

He silence.

"Jimin?"

"hello?"

I look at the phone screen, the call is still connected but I cant hear him.

"Can't I still meet you?"He ask, after a long silence.

No more joking. He sounds serious this time.

"Jimin, I-"

"no, I still want to see you"

"but we shouldn't.. You know that"I replied.

"I don't know... I just, still want to see you"he insists and I just let out a sighs.

This stubborn man istg

"I'll come and pick you up that day"he said, changing the topic.

"the event?"

He hummed.

"when is the event?"

"Monday, 8 p.m"

I stay silence, thinking if I have any schedules that day and I don't have any.

"okay"I mumble.

"I should hang up now, sleepy"I add.

"alright sweetheart, sleep tight and sweet dream"

"hm okay"and by that I ended the call.

I smile, thinking of Jimin.

He's still Jimin that I know. Such a flirt. And sweet.

He's always there whenever I'm in trouble.

Yes, I always know that.

He always help me.

That's why, I'm a bit hurt when he said he likes me.

And he know that I don't like him the way he do.

I'm sad that I can't accept him.

I just adore him. As a big brother.

He take care of me.

He's just like a brother to me.

And that's why I want to stay away from him.

I want him to forget his feelings for me.

I can't give him back the same feelings.

I don't want to hurt him.

But he's just being a stubborn.

He doesn't know that I did this for him.

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Jinyoung officially under BH Entertainment!

Can't wait for his upcoming activities as an actor

Also he's currently busy with his upcoming action movie Yacha, and upcoming drama with Jisung, Devilish Judge

I'm so excited aaaa