Sleeping with my boss (Waterloo road)

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Olivia groaned to herself lay in bed with daisy. She looked to daisy as she sat with her doll and babbled away, olivia looked to her and smiled.

Olivia knew that she had ended up having sex with Tom again and how good it felt and how it reminded them of how good things were but Olivia knew how things were with them and she knew how it had ended and she knew how Tom had cheated on her and it had ruined everything and she knew that he had only cheated on her to spite her and Sue more even of deep down she still loved Tom that she couldn't take him back for doing that to her.

Olivia sat up and smiled as she picked up daisy and kissed the top of her hand and smiled

"mummy loves you more than anything my perfect girl and it is going to be okay baby. I promise" Olivia said

"dada?" Daisy said as Olivia sighed.

Olivia knew daisy missed Tom and she knew she didn't want to separate her and Tom but she knew that despite sleeping with him that she didn't fully trust Tom still and she didn't want him to end up hurting daisy too like he had done with her

***
Olivia got to work and walked into the staffroom and smiled as she saw Lexie who looked to her and smiled as Olivia walked over

"you look like crap" Lexie said as Olivia looked to her and rolled her eyes

"gee, thanks, I feel it. It's just a mess with me and Tom and I don't know what to do" Olivia said as Lexie smiled

"I know the last few months have been hell for you both and I know we turning up with Esmè didn't help but I know that you both still love each other and you should make it work" Lexie said as Olivia sighed

"it's nothing to do with you lex, it's is. It's me and Tom. I messed up and I had sex with him again and it's just a big mess" Olivia said as Lexie looked to her and smiled

"you and Tom are great together and yeah it's a mess but you should do what you can if you think that you can try again" Lexie said as Olivia looked to see Tom as he walked into the room and sighed

"I do love him but there's no point in us, in us trying again not when I don't trust him anymore" Olivia said.

Olivia knew that things were far from simple when it came to her and toms relationship

***
Olivia sat in her classroom and looked as Tom walked in and looked to her

"can we talk" he asked as she looked to him and sighed

"we had sex Tom, it was a mistake. I can't go there with you after all you did to me" she said as he looked to her and sighed

"I know I messed up liv but I miss you, I miss us and I want to try again. Please" he said as he took a hold of her hand. She looked to him and sighed

Olivia knew that things were a mess with her and Tom and she didn't know what to do but she knew that she was scared but could she actually give him another chance?