•verbatim• hawk CK ON HOLD

following the map that leads to u

I can feel myself growing my hungry for power. Power at this point in my only escape. I don't even know who I am anymore. Since Ash has left, I've devoted myself completely to Cobra Kai. I've blamed myself for everything. If she hadn't started cobra kai, and I didn't try and be a fucking idiot, she wouldn't be out there by herself. Hell if she would've joined miyagi do maybe she'd be safe.

I don't think she realizes what I would do for her. I'd kill someone for her. I'd sacrifice myself for her.

She stands out to me, and she makes them quiet.

and they've be very loud lately.

she wasn't there for me when I was bullied.

she's called me on my shit and put me in my place.

she's bruised my ego.

she's reinvented my emotions.

and I love her for it.

I have to find her...but in the mean time, I'm on my way to go see Miguel.

"El Serpiente!" I say leaning against the hospital door frame before I see..Sam Larusso.

she whispers something to Miguel before walking out.

"You got some nerving coming here..after what your boyfriend did to him"

"I don't care what you think..I just wanna help." She says trying to act tough.

"Pretty sure you've done enough...bitch." I say through gritted teeth walking away from her.
(Ash is hawks only princess🙄✋)

"What's up brah!" I say dapping Miguel up in his hospital room.

"Like the spot, holding?" I add.

"Yeah man, for sure..just ready to be back on 2 tests I guess." He laughs.

"Mans shits crazy back at the dojo. You won't even believe it." I say trying to laugh off how much it's changed. I still can't tell if it's changed for the better of not. They tell me it's for the better.

After just normal chatter of about 15 minutes, Miguel asks

"Dudes it's been a solid like what, 20 minutes? And you haven't mentioned Ash once...you good?"

I hesitate and my breath hitches in my throat.

"She's missing. And so is Robby Keene. They both bolted after you...well, you know. Oh and Tory..somehow she's just expelled..and is living with her mom and brother still.."

"I saw Ash looking at me before she ran to help Tory...she probably blames herself cause I shook my head at her and told her I got it...I don't think she realized that though...shit."

"Don't blame yourself. This is Robby Keene's fault. And his dads fault."

"Hey! Don't talk about Sensei Lawrence like that"

"He taught you to show mercy. Look where that got you."

"Man if you came here to fight just leave."

"I'll let you cool off..just know we're gonna find Robby Keene..and Ash too." I say trying to control my temper. Why can't he see that Sensei Lawrence is the whole reason he's in the hospital in the first place..I storm out the hospital.

My mind can't focus without her.

Robby turns and looks at me. His mental message says run.

I turn and I bolt. I see cops come up and grab Robby. Shit.

I bolt through the woods where the cops can't see me.

"Holy shit..what do I do..what do I do.." I saw hyperventilating after running.

Wait...is that Miguel's Hospital? This could be a good slight distraction. I say running toward the hospital in the near distance.

I put my hood over my head and I keep my head down, knowing every person has seen my face on tv.

I scower the lobby and hallways for a staff only entry. Finally I find one and I sneak in quickly.

It's a locker room, and thankfully, my dad might've not taught me much, but he taught me how to pick a fuckin lock babbyyyyy

"Dr. L....Nquyen. Replacement ID.." hm. Poor dude must've lost it earlier. Oh well he's gonna lose this one.

I change into his scrubs and his lab coat, and I grab a disposable mask and put in on my face to hide. Damn this thing is uncomfortable i hope I never have to actually wear one of this. (wink wink)

I keep my head down still and that leads me to bump into someone. A familiar mohawk boy. shit.

I look up into his light blue eyes and I instantly feel at ease. I feel safe in the split second he caught me in his strong grip.

I push those feelings aside.

"chill there doc, if you wanna get on top of me, all you had to do was ask-" he stops mid sentence making eye contact with me.

I break free from his grasp and flee into a random room. Real subtle Ash. Real subtle.

I pull my mask below my chin before turning around from the hospital room before I see someone staring at me in utter shock.

A/N: how do we feel about Hawk POV's? Cause I enjoy writing the trouble boy persona..anyway shorter update, but a quick turn around so I think it's ok. More Ash backstory coming soonnnn