A New Life

Chapter 25

I woke up lying in Chris' arms for the first time. It felt so good. I kiss his cheek and go to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. Bad idea. I felt this strong feeling of disgust. How could I have done that last night? After everything that happened I just hand my body over to him? He must think I'm fucking easy or something. Oh god. What if he thinks I'm lying? I feel the tears start to fall from my eyes, down my face. How could I have been so stupid?

All he wanted was my disgusting body. Now he's got what we wanted, he's going to leave. I turn the shower on and get in and sit down before it could even warm up. I'm so fucking stupid. I repeat over and over again. I can feel the crying getting louder. I try to muffle it as much as I could. I don't want him to wake up and see how pathetic I am.

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Chris' POV:

I woke up from Katy getting out of bed. Holy shit. I can't believe last night happened. She was so beautiful, even more so when she called out my name. I don't think I've ever seen someone so beautiful. Last night was amazing. She was amazing. Oh god, I love her so much.

Wait what's that sound? I hear a muffled sound of what's seems like whimpering. I walk over by the bathroom door. It's Katy, she's crying?
I knock on the door, no answer. Somethings wrong. "Katy? Are you okay?" I call out. "I'm okay" she replies, her voice trembling. "I'm coming in okay?" no answer. I open the door and go over to the shower. "Katy?" I ask again before opening the shower curtain. She's on the ground, crying into her hands. "Hey, what's wrong? Katy look at me, what's wrong?" I say trying to lift her head up. She refuses and just says, "It's nothing."
"Well it's definitely something. What's up? Did I do something wrong? Oh god you don't regret last night do you?" fuck, I knew we shouldn't have. She just shakes her head. "I'm sorry, I don't want you to hate me." she cries. "Hate you? How could I hate you?" I question. "Because now you think I lied about... About... Him. You probably think I'm easy and now you've gotten what you wanted, you're going to leave me all alone." she cries harder. What the fuck? I climb in under the water with her, pulling her into me. She cries into my chest. "Katy first of all... I could never hate you, you are so special to me. Secondly, I would never even think you would lie about something like that, and lastly, I could never leave you, especially after we had such an amazing night last night. I love you Katy and that's never going to change. You are so beautiful and so strong and there's nothing you could do or say to change my mind. I love you."

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Katy's POV :

"You do?" I ask looking up at him. "I really fucking do" he says kissing me. Just like that every bad feeling I was having left. How does he do that? "I love you to Chris". He just smiles and kisses me again. "Good, because you're stuck with me now."

We shower together, then get out and get dressed. We have breakfast and then he takes me to work. He's got to go back to the hall to help tidy up and I've got something I need to talk to Logan and Danielle about.