~closing the door after us, I went and sat on the bed watching him support himself by his hands on the desk in the room~
~He opened his sleeve buttons and raised em up~
~I don't know if he was frustraited or mad about something but he looked bulked up which was kinda a turn on. Oh god what am I saying??~
~He then turned around and rushed his hands through his messy hair~
GD: Alright. You can go to sleep before me
Y/n: Oh okay
~I was going to lay on the bed and go to sleep but watching him really distracted me from every other thoughts~
~Watching his movements and how masculine he is was really a sight for me~
~The room was dark but with a single lamp on and that made the room a little easy to see~
~He approached the window and looked outside and he breathed in and out~
~I didn't realize I was biting my lower lip as I was looking at him.. what's wrong with me?~
~Like I can't blame myself but I shouldn't look at him this way- Wait. It's not like before.. it's not like that anymore Y/n. We almost kissed the other day. He is no more someone that commands you to risk your life fighting for him. He's always trying to protect me~
GD: Not going to sleep?
~He also looked drunk but I guess he somehow could control it~
~I got up from the bed and slowly approached him~
Y/n: Nope~ can't sleep~
~I hugged him from behind like last time but he wasn't happy, leaving me confused~
"What is he angry for?.. I don't want him to be angry at me."
~I slided my hands around his waist but they didn't stay still. I roamed my hands around his body as I buried my face in his back~
~I gave him small pecks while exploring his upper body, his broad chest, with my hands~
~I couldn't hold myself, there was too much heat transferring from him to me~
~His breathing got faster and he got more frustarited as he suddenly grabbed my wrists and pulled it away to my confusion~
~With a quick movement, he pushed me to the wall while holding my wrists above my head and looked sharply in my eyes~
GD: Do not do this to me Y/n cuz I won't be able to hold myself back
~I was a little shocked when I heard that, D-did he.. thought the same way about me?.~
Y/n: ..Why are you so mad?...
~He closed his eyes and took a second before opening them again and looking in my eyes with admire~
GD: I'm mad because I don't know If I can touch you and it's driving me insane so don't do something I might feel guilty later
~He put my hands down and the second he was about to turn around, I quickly put my arms around his neck didn't let him turn away~
Y/n: You don't need permission to touch me Ji-Yong because. I want you the same way you want me~
GD: Y/n-
